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I would like to tell you a little about myself
I would like to tell you a little about myself A good Monday morning to you all. I have never written a blog before but figured it was a good way to ask and answer questions. You can ask me anything and I will respond to the best of my ability. I have had numerous sexual encounters and affairs. I don't have numbers for those because I didn't count them. I am on my fourth marriage (my second husband passed away and I divorced the two). I am also my husband's fourth wife. I have had two professions in my life also. I am certain I could write four books but I don't because I wouldn't want my to read them. LOL This is my second time on this site. I joined it in 2001 after my husband passed away and then again after I divorced #3. I actually met him here on AdultFriendFinder and I met my present husband on another internet dating site. I came back on AdultFriendFinder because I had them build the Mature Chat room here and I still have old friends that chat there. I dated a couple of men from the chat room. I hope you will ask me some questions. Easier to answer them here than just all the messages I get every day. I am blessed to get messages on my pictures. I am even more blessed that everyone is so kind and gracious in the manner they address me. Vulgarity is rarely used and I am grateful that. I reserve most of my vulgarity to the bedroom and rare use it outside of that room. I will await your question and respond as quickly as I can. I will also add to this blog, time permitting. |
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Thank you so very much. That was really kind of you and I wish the same for you sweetie
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Donamorous, thank you again dear man. I will be on your blog again to read your beautiful poetry that is filled with passion and eroticism. Such a young man that speak with such inspired prose. I hope you accepted my friend's request. You have such a following of women that appreciate your writing. Most sincerely, Judy
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Fireflyer, my new close friend, We also have golf in common. I am not a good golfer but I love the game and the beautiful of the golf course I walk though. I shouldn't say "walk" but drive though. As I told you before I am hear, anytime, to answer your questions. I look forward to any conversations with you. xx Judy
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Hello everyone. I am going to try my life story on this blog but I only will be able to do that two or three times a week. Here goes..................... I was born to two beautiful people on April 9,1942 in The Storks Nest Maternity hospital, Inglewood,CA. It was during the first and only blackout in Los Angeles county. I was born by candle light (thus the romance in me ). I was laying across in my Mom's tummy and they delivered me fist first (thus my strength ) They tore all the tendons and muscles in my right arm and told my parents I would be paralyzed. My mom took me on the trolley car up to LA five days a week for physical therapy. By the time I started Kindergarten I had regained 85% use of my arm. But I had learned to do most things Left handed (thus my confusion at times). I only write with my Right hand. This will clarify some things I will tell you later. I was a precocious child and danced and sang before I could walk. I was my Daddy's princess. By that time I started school I have four little brothers and they were no threat to me (thus my self confidence was in place plus my motherly instincts). They were all little dolls to me. When I was about seven my father sat me on his lap and said this exact words"Princess your mother is gorgeous but you look like me, so you must invent yourself". Of course I didn't understand that then but over the years he mentored me. I know it sounds harsh to say to your daughter but my father was always my best friend and cheerleader. To be continued. I promise this greats a lot more interesting. LOL REMEMBER YOU CAN ASK ME ANY QUESTION AND I WILL ANSWER HONESTLY.
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mlesbo darlin I thought I responded to your questions yesterday but it isn't showing up. I love women and have many great friends but I don't have a "bi" bone in my body sweetie. I have been with two dear women friends, sexually in my life and really didn't work for me. I climaxed but my mind told me I would never do that again. I adore men for a lot of reasons. If I would have been with a man that couldn't get me off I would have had to teach him. Fortunately, I have had that experience. Thank you for always leaving me such nice messages honey. Hope you find a lady for yourself. xx Judy
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Fireflyer, thank you much. I will add more tomorrow. I appreciate you taking your time to read it. I hope I am not typing too many typos. LOL Hugs to you my friend. xx Judy
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Judy I came over and found your blog and find your story of you being born and what you went thru growing up. You sound like a very caring person and it isn't all about sex in your life, you sound like a compassionate person and would help anyone out when they need it. I am trying to learn to play golf myself, should have started about 20 years ago and be better at it. I can say why nobody would use vulgarity around you and you only using it behind closed doors. I hate to hear a woman in public dropping the "F" bomb regardless who is around. I am glad you accepted my friend request and hope we continue to correspond on a frequent basis if you would like to. In one comment back to Fireflyer about having to teach a man, I have been in that position myself with two different women on teaching. After years of not hearing a thing form either, I got a phone call last month from one saying to me, Thank you for your lessons and patience for I found my husband after I was with you, made me fell good to know I helped someone out...Jerry
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Just4, thank you so very much. I have a lot for more add but only time permitting. I hope you and other will follow this blog. I believe it will be interesting to all that take the time to follow it. Hope you are having a nice day. Sincerely, Judy
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Jerry what a sweetheart you are. I need to get myself "put together" and get my nail done. I am short on time today but maybe this evening I can add to this blog. I assure that in public I am very much a lady. Like my Daddy told me, I have invented myself. I can't discuss everything in my responses here though. I would have nothing left to place in this blog. LOL That was nice that your ex called and thanked you. You must have been an outstanding teacher. Good for you OK I must leave now for awhile Hugs to you dear man
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Judy, thanks for the return message. Am surprised you have not heard from a friend of mine gets on here. His nickname is oleman and favorite number is 8 and we kid him about the hot mail he sends out at times. He is a com person. I had mentioned to him about meeting you on here and how gorgeous and friendly you are. Will get back to him to remind him.{=}
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I don't have any pictures of growing up, high school or my younger years at all. My first ex has them all and he wouldn't give them to me. So I will just have to write until I have some others to share that were taken by my third husband. May I will stick a few of those in just to keep you interested. LOL I started piano lessons, ballet, toe and tap lessons at six years old. My folks told me I could sing before I could talk. My father played the clarinet, very well, and both of my parents sing beautiful and music was all around me. My father had a friend that had a "big" band. He was rather famous on the west coast. I sang with him from the time I was quite young into my teens. Music was my life. I alway did well in school and really enjoyed it. I knew everyone because I always looked for the good inside them and not just their physical persona. When I enter high school at fourteen my father suggest I take Drama as my elective. I also was voted as a cheerleader and had a heavy load of other classes. I was kind of late in blossoming physically I was alway short but in my freshman year I grew about three inches (5'4") and developed huge breasts 32EEE. I had to have special bras made and I hated them because no on looked in the eyes. I was so tiny and they were painful at times. My parents talked to doctors about and they were told that they didn't do breast reductions in the US. So my father took me to France between my Sophmore and Junior year. I had the surgery done there and they reduced me to a 32d. Best present I have ever received. When I returned to school no one seemed to notice the difference but now only boys starred at my chest. My parent wouldn't let me date until my Junior year and I dated alot but just made out with boys and didn't ever have intercourse. I only dated on the weekends because I was so busy during the week. My drama teacher was fantastic. He had been married to Lee Remick before and had his own radio show. He had also studied under a very famous teacher in Hollywood. I was in all the plays and I admit I had a crush on him and I new I was his favorite actress at school. There was another boy that was a senior and we had starred in a couple of plays. Tony was Italian and looked like a greek god. I started dating him and we both noticed that our teacher wasn't casting him in plays with me, even though we always were Actress and Actor of the year. Tony told me that our teacher had a crush on me. I was rather naive I guess. I had gone out with the teacher a few times after rehearsals and had coffee ( which I wasn't allowed to have at home ) and he would hug me when he dropped me off or give me a kiss on the cheek. I was flattered but didn't think much about it. In the meanwhile Tony was really persuing me. We both wanted to be "stars" when we graduated. My parents didn't like me dating Tony. He drove a apple red coup with Hot Dago on the fender and know handle on the passenger side. If I had a date with him I had to be home at 11pm but with anyone else it was 12. One night he said his parents were leaving for the weekend and could I come over for the day on Saturday. I said I would arrange it. When I arrived at his home he had a nice Italian lunch for me and he sat there and talked to be for about an hour. He said he wanted me to come into his bedroom because he wanted to teach me something. I was nervous but I took his hand and went in. He told me he wanted to remove my clothes, I was rather resistant but when he took me in his arms and started unbuttonin my blouse and with one hand my bra was undun he asked me to slip out of my skirt and the slips under it. You have to remember this was in the 50's and girls wore starched slips under their full skirts. I obliged him until I as naked before him. He sat me down on the bed and told me not to be afraid because he wasn't going to get undressed. He kissed me deeply and caressed my breast and started to suck on my nipples. Something inside of me weakend and I wasn't afraid I was so curious about what was coming next. I felt a wetness in my pussy I had never felt before. He laid me back on the bed, always talking to me and asked me to spread my legs. He told me not to come immediately and I asked him what that meant and he laughed. He said he would tell me when I could. Then he went down on me and somehow I knew this was going to be the best day of my life. ............
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Terry thank sweetie. I got hot kind of remembering it myself. I will try to add to it tomorrow. I have to paid some attention to my hubby. Hugs to you my friend xx Judy
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Terry I will continue it this evening. It gets hotter.
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Since I really didn't know what a climax was, I was kind of terrifed that he told me to hold back? He was gentle with me exploring my body like it was seduction I was a stranger too. I was raised by religious paremts, and my mother never talked to me about about anything sexually but in church they made me think that is was something to waited for until you got married. I alway thought that was strange. He kissed every inch of my body and my reaction was that I was going to explode. He stopped at times and talked to me and calmed me slightly calmed me down. I told him I want more. He laughed softly at me and ran his tongue slowing down my neck to me breast, circling both of them, then to my tummy and down to just above my clit, then all around my vagina, lifted his head, starring at my quivering body. I wanted to scream, laugh, cry ....all at the same time. Then he just look at my clitorus. I didn't realize that I was so well " endowed". I had touched it before but being so busy all the time I just didn't pay much attention to it and I hadn't looked at it. He said he had never seen one like it...........but I didn't know what that meant either. He licked for a short time and then started to such on it and I was afraid I was going to pull his hair out. He looked up again and said " here we go gorgeous" . I don't think I have the words to describe excactly what happend next but it was an out of body experience. Part me was saying " you can't enjoy this" and the part said " I want this the rest of me life". I don't know how many times I climaxed that afternoon. It was too long ago but 24 might be close. He work on me like I have never been worked on. I saw he was hard and tried to touch him fut he moved my hand away. That wasn't the only time he took me to places I had never been. We had so many night and days together until he graduated. We never consummated the relationship though. I was so confused. I so enjoyed what he had taught me about myself but I couldn't talk to anyone about it.At school I thought may I looked different to people now. I would sit in class and break out in a sweat just thinking about it. What I do know is that he changed my life.
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Oh me Judy, that got me up hard so fast thought I would pass out from the blood rushing to my pecker. you should write a whole book on your sexual encounters for am sure it would be a best seller. I know I would buy it and read over and over to get me worked up. I am sure that your husband enjoyed all the attention he was given after you had written this. I do hope there is more to this story or the start of a new one.
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Jerry I happy you are enjoying it. It may become a book but the times I finish writing about my entire life. I am only up to 17 years right now. I hope you are enjoying a nice Sunday. xx Judy
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My senoir year in high school was a whirlwind. My family had moved to a beautiful home in Palos Verdes, CA and I elected to drive back and forth to my HS and not changes schools. I had a full load of classes, cheerleading, plays to do and I sang in a Triple Trio (nine girls singing in eight part harmony ) We sang all over the place and received many awards. I had sang with them for three years . Some of my friend's asked me why I turned down dates with football players and other guys I had dated before Tony and I told them I was too busy to date, unless it was a prom. I couldn't get him out of my mind. I knew that no one else could take me to where he took me. He did call now and then, asking if I thought him? Silly, he was always in the back of my mind. The other thing that happened was that my drama teacher was really coming on to me. I was more comfortable with that now, after what Tony said and the secret I shared with him. My drama teacher would sign me out of classes for rehearsal for the final musical and the Senior play. Mostly he would sign my out of my senior english class that was taught by this beautiful, young, french teacher. She tried to discourage me from missing classes but she couldn't complain because I kept up with the homework and aced the tests. Some one said something to me about my drama teacher and her. I kind of passed it off but later I found out she was jealous of the time he spend with me. It was still kind of innocent and I did accept hugs and light kisses from him but even though he had taught so much and always casted in the parts of plays. We also had a ceremony at the end of every year for the acting awards that was based on the Oscar. We had a huge auditorium and my drama teacher had real actors and actresses give out the award. Glen Ford was there one nigh and drunk as a skunk. Didn't know if he make it on stage. Govenor Earl Warren presented me with an Oscar. This was a yearly event that was amazing...........
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I will try to post more tonight but I am leaving for Oregon tomorrow morning to meet my newest and last grand baby. I will be gone until late Sunday night and won't be posting until Monday. Seems there are many readers on this site. Men, as I have always known, are so visual. LOL xx Judy
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First I am going to give you the name of my drama teacher. He passed away years ago but if you should doubt my story at all, you can google him. Kenneth L. Ton. Just before I was to graduate, he wrote me a very erotic letter and enclosed some diamond earrings. (I still have them). I read the letter several times and each time I was more frightened by it. I don't know how my parents found it but they were extreme angry. My father had him fired. I graduatied as Salutorian of my class and had so many colleges offering me sholarships but my parents packed me up and sent me to a women's college in Missouri. I was certain they knew that I had not been sexual with him but I was sent away any way. I had been there about a month when I got a phone call from him and he said he was coming to get me and wanted to marry me. I told me never to contact me again and he didn't. He got a job up north in a High School and one of his student's there was Suzanne Sommers. So guess what happened? He ended up living with her for a year and a half. Later he married another girl from my HS Class and they had a son. She passed away last year but had been divorced from him for some time. So I guess he had a thing for little girls. I don't regret that I studied under him. I gained a lot of self confidence from his and a love of live theater. He also mentored and paid for part of some college education fo a few guys that wouldn't have been able to pay for college. They became very successful. Now I am away from home and almost in a foreign country. California and Columbia Missouri are worlds apart. ....................................
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Thank Terry, I love hearing from you. I don't know what was up with her but I bet I have more sex than she does. LOL You are a sweetheart and have never offended me. xx Judy
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That is wonderful to hear Terry I know you are younger and the sexual revolution was happening. Women came out of their closet and demanded oral stimulation. In the fifties I don't think boys ever did that for women. You were lucky to be born in a different era
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Hi sweetie, didn't even know there was a page two on this till I just got in and found it. Love the story of you and Tony and him turning you into a woman the way he did. I am thinking about writing a blog of my first encounter with an older woman. At a class reunion one year, 3 of us guys were talking and come to find out we all 3 were screwing older women our Senior year in high school. I saw the one I was at a visitation for her B-I-L and walked right by her without knowing who she was and saw her brother and asked where she was. He said you walked right by her, that is her in the gray slacks outfit. I went back and said hi Norma and she said hi and looked at me and I asked, don't you remember me and she said no. I told her who I was and she jumped up and hugged me and said we have changed and I said yes we have and we both smiled for we knew what each other was thinking. I met her husband and we chatted for a bit and I left. She died 6 months later from colon cancer. I will never forget her. Have missed hearing from you and hope your stay in OR was great and you enjoy that new addition so much...xxx....Jerry
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Jerry ty dear. Nice to be back home. I appreciate you following my blog honey. I will try to add more today.xoxo
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Fire thank you much for the sweet compliment and I so enjoy you reading my blog. As I stated before I will be posting some picture when I was in my 60's in the blog that won't be on my profile. Hugs
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Jerry it is nice to be back. I did peek in a couple of times in Oregon but I didn't want my son to catch me on this site. Reunions are always time when people hook up with old hs friends. I know a lot of people that had affairs with people they met up with at their reunions. If you do start a blog, let me know, and I would love to read it. Nice to be home. TY for always leaving me nice notes babe. xx
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PC that is one of the nicest compliments I have received. I admire couples that stay together in happiness. I have found that now in my fourth and final husband. I will cover the other three in this blog. Ty again for your kind and gracious compliment. Made this old woman's day.xoxo
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You say this old woman's day. No way you are a old woman. First off you would put a 30 year old to shame with your gorgeous body and I missed you on here, glad you are back. If I do decide to do a blog will let you know right before I do so you can look for it...hope you are having lots of sunshine in your day today, it is trying to come out here after some rain.....xx....Jerry
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I left for Columbia, MO in September of 1960 on a chartered train. It stopped in many places to pick up other girls leaving for Stephans Women College. Most of the girls that were coming from the South, came in Limo's hauling horse trailers with their horses. Stephans was built in 1843 and was ranked second to Sweet Briar among "finishing schools" for girls. We had been instructed to dress properly to depark the train on arrival in Columbia. That meant you wore a suit wity gloves and hats etc. When I stepped off the train it was 96 degrees and 99 percent humidity. I thought I would suffocate. There were quite a few girls from California on that train and we all had the same response. I was already homsick. Stephans was a 2 year, liberal arts college at that time but you could also take all the all the prerequisites you needed to transfer in the future. You could also have a private voice teacher, dance and theater. I registered as a Psychology major with a minor in music, theater and dance. I was place in South Hall on the fourth floor. It was a large brick building built in 1843 and had an old wooden elevator that only the maids could use, we have four flights of stairs to climb. The basement was called "the smoker". I did smoke at that time and on the first day met some life long friends. Our rooms had steam heat and no a/c, of course. We had to dress for breakfast, lunch and dinner in the dinning hall, across campus. I am not going to spend a lot of time reminiscing about my year there. I did make 12 really good friendship that have lasted all these year. Two have passed away for the rest of us got and still do get together every couple of years. We are always in touch though. I did loose my virginity there. My first boy friend was president of the PIK fraternity. He had me in his car. LOL I also won the jug a lug contest at that frat house and have never drank beer since. LOL I could have been kicked out of school but my friend's managed to get me in my room before the House Mother did room checks. My second boy friend there was the state champion wrester at MU and played and sang in a band downtown. The night I meant him, he sang and played a song I hadn't heard. It was a Ray Charles hit "Georgia on my Mind". He had shades on when he sang it, just like Charles wore. When they finished I went up to him to congratulate him and it was then I realized he was blind. He asked me if I smoked and I said yes. He took my hand and I lead him to the table. He took out a lighter and told me I needed to find the light and he held it for me. We talked for hours and he told me when blind when he was 7 and thrown from a horse. So he had memory of color and some objects. He asked if he could feel my face. His touch was so gentle and he was so funny and fun. He asked if he could take me out in a few days and I was delighted. He was very good looking and everyone seemed to know him. The night of the date I watched out the window and saw him coming of the walk way. Another guy was guiding him. I was called down to the parlor to meet him. He said he had driven over and was parked in a tree outside. LOL Unlike the frat guy, Rob was a wonderful lover. I certainly didn't want to get pregnant and he didn't want that either. We had mutual oral sex and went we had intercourse he used a rubber and luckily his never broke. I dated him all that year. I had been homesick but after I went home for Christmas I couldn't wait to get back for the freedom I had being away from home. Of course, I came back to blizzards and snow, which I had never experienced but I had him to keep me warm and make me laugh. I kind of felt bad that I had given my virginity away in a car and not saved it for Rob. When the year ended, my vocal teacher wanted to take me to the San Francisco Met to audition, I was an ultra high soprano and she had taught me opera. I sang it well but I didn't want to be an opera singer. I had other goals in mind. Rob knew those and encouraged me to mark my mark. We parted as good friends and I return home. My father asked me if I wanted to return to Stephan's. I told him no and that I wanted to go to New York. He said " so you want to be a star" and I told him I had to try. He told me he would support me there for only six months. So I packed my bags and flew to NYC........
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Jerry, thank you so much. That made this day special. I am looking forward to what your blog will contain. I am really writing my life story and have so much more to share but really haven't gotten to the erotic part of it. It's 87 degrees right now with an expected 95 today. The desert has the best weather in the country during the winter. LOL I hope the sun shines on your head today.
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Hi Terry, it was nice to see you in the chat room. I can definitely say it lacks maturity a great deal of the time but better than most rooms on this site. Boy I am very fortunate I didn't get pregnant but in the early sixties girls and boys were very cautious about that. Hugs and kiss right back to you, Judy
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Terry I am sorry I didn't respond yesterda6. I took a bad fall in our bedroom in the middle of the night on Wednesday. I landed on my booty and broke my tailbone. First time I have ever had a broken bone. But it jarred my body and I feel like I was in a train wreck. I an sitting on a donut but I can't sit for long periods of time. So I won't be adding to my blog until I can sit comfortably. I took a pain pill this morning I hate taking them and won't. Hope you are having a better day than I am...ha ha xx Judy
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Hi sweetie, read your blog and yes you were lucky to not get pregnant back in the day. I am sorry to hear that you fell and broke your tailbone, been there and done that but I only cracked mine but I know what you are going thru. am glad I got in here to see if you had added to your blog for I wouldn't have known of your fall. I was going to send an email to check on you. Am still debating on the blog thing, of course would change her name out of respect for her. We have been having rain a lot and are under a flash flood watch at the moment but temps are looking better every day. Take care of yourself and rest up and don't do anything to aggravate your tailbone injury. xx Jerry
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Terry thank you so much honey. I am trying my best to keep up with messages and posting here. I can't sit for long periods of time but I will truly try to message you here on the site. Hope you are having a beautiful Sunday and I will add to this blog today. n xoxo
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Jerry, always nice to find a note here from you dear. I am late getting here. Just sitting on a donut in my computer chair. Guess I will be doing that for awhile. The area around the break is very swollen so I have to stop at times and ice it. Too bad they can't put a cast on a tailbone. LOL They gave me some heavy meds but I hate taking them.. so I don't. Sorry you are having some scary weather. It's blue skies and going to be 90 here today. But we do need rain badly in California. xx
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Wiley, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Sometimes there are men that form their thoughts so beautifully. I am bless that I am not confronted on this site with, just a few, that can only speak with vulgar words. I am not distracted with some vulgarity in the bedroom but I do prefer a man that confines it to just some occasions. I am honored that you see me in this way. I am only up to my 18th year with this blog. I have so many other things to share and I appreciate men that have some patience with me. They will be rewarded with some erotic pictures I won't post on my profile. I hope you take a peek now and then. Thank you again, dear man, xx, Judy
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Arrive in NCY in June of 1961. It was hot and muggy but Dad had registered me in a nice hotel Park Ave. I had been to NYC several times with my family, as a child. I didn't have any memory of how rude people were there. I never heard so much honking in my life. I think I spent about 15 minutes on a corner, with my bags before I didn't think I would get killed crossing the street. LOL I was dizzied by the crowds and the tall building. I arrived early in the morning and went into a small cafe to have breakfast. I think they got annoyed by me because I was trying to read the menu and the prices. My father had paid for a roundtrip ticket incase I change my mind. He had also given me quite a bit of money to get started. I didn't want to pay $16 for eggs, bacon and coffee. So I had one pancake and some coffe. I am assured I don't have Alysheimer's because the more I write the more I remember. I took a couple of days to rest up and read all the papers, looking for auditions. I also acquainted myself with the staff and they were so helpful and kind of protective of me. Some of new my father well. One morning I grabbed a "rag" that just had auditions. Many were off Broadway but right in the middle I saw that there were three openning for the chorus line in "Oklahoma". I gather up my tap, ballet and modern dance shoes. Dressed up in a peasant blouse and full skirt is four startched slips underneath. Got the directions from the front desk and he told me theater was 8 block up Broadway. I was so nervous, more than I have ever been. I talked to myself all the way there. I found the back door and knocked. Someone opened it immediately. told them what I was there for and they told me there was just one opening left for a girl. He directected me to the Choregraphy, he put me on the stage and told me he wanted me to sing first. I did stand there singing my heart out and couldn't see a sole in the auditorium. I did see some people off stage watching though. I had given the choregrapher my resume already. Then I heard a voice from the auditorium asking if I had my tap shoes. I ran off stage and a tall black man gave me my case. I got the on and tapped to the middle of the stage. All of a sudden some music started and he yelled to be to tap. I took a few seconds to figure out the music and then started. After just a few minutes the music stopped. Then another comand to put on my toe shoes. I came out on my toes and some other music started. I did the same thing as I had done with my tap shoes and the music stopped suddenly. Then the director came to the first row and asked me when I could start rehearsals. I told him I was ready and he told me to show up at 7 the next morning. I was in shock when I left the stage but I was grabbed by a bunch of people I didn't know and they were telling me I " nailed" it and congradulations and all of that. When I left the bad door, Shirley Jones, the star of the show was coming in. I almost fainted. I ran back to the hotel and called my Dad and I think he almost fainted. He had so many questions I didn't have the answer for----------------------------------------------------------- I will try to write more later but I need to lay down and rest my tailbone right now. I promise, my life will be more erotic in the future.
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Hey that is great that you got the part and got to see Shirley Jones. I always thought she was such a gorgeous lady and after seeing you, you fit right next to her. she is still a hot looking woman for her age and always wondered what type of person she was, a bitch or a nice woman. You have plenty of time for the erotic side of your life and hopefully you are copying all down you are writing in this blog so it can be put into a best seller. I do hope the tailbone is doing better and you take it easy sweetie, to good of a person to keep you down..xx....Jerry
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Terry I have rested a lot today and feel a little better. I am suppose to rest a lot and that is hard for me to do. This is going so slow. I am only up to my 20th birthday. LOL Thank dear following this so closely. I did write to you from your profile today so I hope you got my message honey. hugs, Judy
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Jerry like I said, I was in shock. It was an honor and thrill to work wish Ms Jones and Gordon McCrae This were both the nicest people you could meet. She helped me so much, being the newcomer. She wasn't a diva but absolutely beautiful with a fantastic voice. I know I have a couple of you guys reading this "book". I am saving it all but don't know what I will do with it. I don't think I would want me children or grand children to read the erotic parts that are coming. Ty for your concern about my tailbone. I really need to follow my physician's instruction though. I will carry on with this tomorrow. xx BTW did you get my email today?
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Jerry ty again darling man. I am strong and this will pass. I just need to be on my back more than I like to be...except when I am feeling better. My hubby is a very good man and I am lucky. I have been a caregiver a lot in my life and know how difficult that is also babe. xx Judy
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Hi Sweetie, no I didn't get an email from you and I am always careful to not delete something before I do. I even go into my junk mail and see if there is something in there from anyone before I delete. I am glad to hear you are doing better now and yes you need to listen to you Dr.and you being a caregiver, you know that better than anybody else. I will send you an email and update you on Dixie. xx.....Jerry
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New "Fan" here...I am voraciously eating up every installment of your story!! It is facinating and I will look forward to more..Thank You..
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Terry, feeling a little better every day honey and ty.
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Jerry, good morning dear. I am not sure what your email addressed but I will search for it when I can sit comfortably. I try to answer things here before there. LOL I am being a good girl because I hate being stuck at home. This is our high season at the store and my hubby has to work, so I am stuck here and can't help him. I do have a lady that comes in and fixes me breakfast and lunch and does some other things I can't do right now. Ty again dear.
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Well it's always nice to know that someone else is enjoying it. I do get some other messages in my mail box that let's me know there are a few very nice gentlemen that are following it. I truly appreciate that you are one of them sweetie. I will try to add to it much more today and the rest of this week. TY again xx Judy
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Happy St. Patrick's Day and hope you are wearing something green. I did send an email to you so there you can get my email address. I hope you are continuing to get better everyday. xxx...Jerry
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Jerry the same to you. I actually am 1/4 Irish, 1/2 Lakota Sioux and 1/4 French. I had a green robe on this morning......does that count? I can't leave the house anyway so I guess the robe will have to do. I got your email and I will try to respond to it today. xx Judy
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The next day I started rehearsing with the chorus line. There were four of us that were new. It was exhilarating and exhausted. I struck up a relationship with the new girl almost immediately. She was from South Carolina and a beautiful red head. We found out we had both gone to Stephans and had danced and sang our whole lives. She was living in an apartment over by Central Park with two of the guys in the line. They were gay and she was a little uncomfortable so she asked if I wanted to share a bedroom with her for $300. I told I had to figure out some things with me Dad first. When I called him he asked out much I would be making and I told him I had to ask because I forgot too. LOL Anyway, I told him I could afford it but he said he would send me an allowance for food, cabs, etc. So we worked that out and I moved in with them. The guys were born in NY and had been in the city for years. I thought they were delightful and I eased her fear of them and told her they just wanted to be friends and weren't interested in us. There was another guy in line that was gay also but real nice. In fact they were all nice and very helpful to me and Chelsey. After a week we had our first full dress rehearsal with the stars. I had told the choregrapher that I was unable to put my arm above my shoulder and he worked that out for me. I had actually put that in my resume, so he knew it before he hired me. I had always thought that might be a problem but it wasn't and I was thrille We opened two weeks late to rave reviews and that was thrilling. Even the chorus line got SO's every night. New York audiences are always the best. They have grown up with theater and are more appreciative of it. Our gay room mates started taking Chell's and me to alot of fun places. They new the best bars/restuarants and clubs in toun. Granted alot of them were gay but it was so much fun. The following month my parents, brother and alot of other family friends came to town. My parents were just bubbling with pride to show their daughter off on Broadway. They met my room mates and like them. (probably didn't know they were gay LOL ) During the next 8 months my folks came back four times, with business friend's of my father. I was able to introduce them to Ms Jones and Gordon. During all that time I did hook up with one of the guys in the line. He was from TX and had an apartment of his own,. He also played the guitar and wrote music. I would sit for hours and listem to him sing to me. He did play in a club only on Sat. nights and I loved going their with him. He would invite me up on stage to sing with him at times. He also had a keyboard and I could play along with him. He was the most romantic man I had met so far in my life. A wonderful lover and he could talk me into an orgasm. He also hung out with my room mates at times. I was having the time of my life.............................. back to my donut now. LOL
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Terry it was a great time in my life and I am thankful for the memories and Chelly and I are still dear friends. She is also a friend on FB. We have always talked on the phone over all these years. I will add to this tomorrow.
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Well it seems that things are about to get steamy once again in your life....lol. It sounds like you were in the perfect place for yourself in NY on Broadway. I can imagine the good times you had while you were there and know your parents were so proud of you and meeting Gordon and Shirley. That is good you are still in touch with Chelsey after all these years. Am looking forward to the continuation of this...xx...Jerry
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Jerry, thank you honey. I can always count on you and Terry to leave me a nice note. It was great fun and I learned a lot about myself while I was there. I am going to add to this today and hopefully every day for awhile. So glad you are enjoying it. Others send me messages in my mail on this site but for some reason I guess they don't want to leave them here? I feel better this morning than I have but will still follow the doctor's orders. xx Judy
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The show was going fantastically and they even gave me a small solo part, down stage, closer to the audience and a bow separate of the chorus line. A little more money came along with that and I got to tell Dad he was off the hook, finacially. Of course, he still sent me some and we talked all the time on the phone. The winter came to the east in a furry. I had to run out and buy some warm clothes and many times we had to take cabs to the theater but couldn't afford that all time. It wasn't just the blasted cold, it was that winter made me homesick (for the first time ). By the time it was November I had decided I couldn't take it anymore. In my heart of hearts, I am a California native and I just wanted to go home. So I gave my notice, even though so many tried to talk me out of it (including Shirley) I had made my decision. I had wanted to be a star but I found out I didn't have the drive to do that. Said good bye to my BF/lover, called my Dad, who again almost fainted and bought a train ticket home. I needed that train ride to try and figure out what road I was going to travel in life. Of course my family was excited to see me but confused also. They thought I was star already. LOL After I got settled in again with the family, I started having some serious talks with Dad and discussing my options. My dad was support one brother in college (no scholarships ) and the other three were still in high school. Dad said, that if I finished my AA at a nearby Junior College, he would send me to USC. but he wanted to make sure I had an education that I could make a living at. He said that he and mom were sorry I lost all my scholarships because they didn't believe me when I told them I hadn't been sexual with Mr. Ton. I told him I wasn't sorry because I never would have had the great 10 months I had in NYC. So I started at Habor Jr. College that next semester and took 22 units so I could graduated in a semester. One of those, was an elective in Drama. I wanted to do some straight plays. I hope it doesn't sound like I was a spoiled brat. You can't be spoiled in a large family. I was the only girl and first born though. I know I was Dad's favorite. He made good money but he wasn't a millionair. He was a VP at a very large Aerospace company. I worked at a drug store thoughtout high school. I worked in the libraries at the Women's college and I made my own way in NYC. So I never asked for an allowance , he volunteered it in NYC. I am going to lay down for awhile but I will start again later this afternoon. ...................
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I was studying like crazy with a big load of classes. I really liked the drama teacher and he was impressed with me and gave the lead in the first show. It was Romeo and Juliet. I loved Shakepeare but this was my first opportunity to tackle it. So now I had to rehearse and studying. Ny younger brothers had developed a friend ship with a couple of kids, from a family up the hill from my parents home. I had met a couple of them when they where in the house. The had moved in while I was gone so I didn't know them. One day my brother said that one of the boys in the family would like to date me. I told him to tell him I wasn't interested. I thought he meant one of younger ones he was hanging out with. Anyway that semester went by fast and I grabbed my AA and enrolled at USC, finally decided on a Nursing program with a minor in Theater of course. LOL My brother said that kid had seen me at the Junior college but I wasn't interested. I did ask him how old he was and he said he was 18. I told my bro to tell him I am too old for him (19 ) So I started my studies at USC and loved the campus and all my professors. I didn't want to join a sororiety but did have a few dates with some frat guys. Nothing sexual thought and I was getting itchy about having some orgasms. Finally I called Tony. He was living in Hollywood, not far away and doing a lot of auditioning and some bit work. He lived in a small apartment behind a home that had a tin roof. The first night I went up there it was pouring. When I went up the steps to his door I was drenched. He met me at the door with a white terry cloth robe. Undressed me in the hall and sat me on the couch. He had beautiful music playing and the sound on the tin roof was mesmerizing. Candles were every where and no lights turned on. You know when you met an old friend it seems like there have been no years between you? That is how this was. Only thing that threw me was he had something on the table I had seen before but didn't know much about. He saw me looking at it and asked if I wanted snoot some? I said absolute not. He had poured me a glass of wine when I first came in and just seeing him again made me hotter than I had been since the last time. He snooted some coke and then said would I share a joint with him. I had only smoked pot once before in NY with the musician and that was a all nighter with him. LOL I said I would since I was going to spend the night. Then the shocker came when he announced he was going to eat me for three hours before we consumated this relationship sexually. Well that was an all nighter too. I don't know what kind of pot it was but I have never been for turned on in my life. Better stuff than the musician had. With the rain on the roof and beautiful music playing and my teacher between my legs for hours I didn't know if I had another orgasm in me. But when he entered me, so slowly at first and I exploded immediately....he pulled out and asked me to suck him off. He laughed as I was do that and said I guess I didn't teach you everything. We rested for a while and they he fucked me in more position than I remember. What a lover he was. ...........
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Terry thank you darling man. You are so kind to always post something so sweet. Some times I think I am writing to myself.LOL I know other's read this but they message me in my mail box here. You take the time to do both. Hugs and kisses, Judy
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Terry thank you darling man. You are so kind to always post something so sweet. Some times I think I am writing to myself.LOL I know other's read this but they message me in my mail box here. You take the time to do both. Hugs and kisses, Judy
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Terry dear, I have been on this site for a long time and I am really good at understanding Typos I surely have made a lot of them myself. Ty again. It's like I am just writing this for you, since so few come in and comment. I see a lot of them look but maybe it's going to slow for them. I will try to write another segment or two today. Hugs to you
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I was living at kind of rooming house off campus but had my own room and meal. The Christmas break came and I went home for couple of weeks. One day there was knock on the door and I answered it. Their stood a handsome young man, tall, broad shoulders, dressed nicely and a dark red head of hair. He introduced himself and said he had been trying to meet me for a year. I invited into the living room and we talked for a while. He did say he was only 9 months young than me. Guess he had research me. He id ask me to play the piano and I did. Then he said he would love to have a date with me. I told him I was kind of busy during the holidays but that maybe he could come up to LA sometime and we could have dinner. He was very nice and rather mature. He did tell me worked in gas station and he was now at Long Beach state. We exchanged numbers and he left. I had been thinking for awhile that I had a real wild side. I felt different from other girls I talked too. I always had sex on my mind. I wasn't having one night stands. I was really too busy to date. I wanted to get out college as soon as possible. I wanted a career and one the side I wanted to see if I could get on legitimate stage again. Yet I was thinking about my parents and how I been raised to always be a lady. Well, I was but I was sexually charged. I had seen Tony once or twice month for awhile but he was snorting coke every time I with him and that wasn't something I wanted to deal with. This kid kind of interest me because I knew we both came from good families, moderately well to do. I think my father made a lot more than his did but they had a lovely home and my parents knew his and my brother went to school with his siblings and hung out them. I know my parents had been stressed about my way of life. I know they wanted me to get married and have children, so they could have grandchild. There had been some talk of "when am I going to settle down". I will say that my father had always said that I could be anyone and pursing anything I wanted. Of course, he was talking about career choices. I started to think maybe I should look for someone raised more like myself. Career minded, solid, farsighted and strong. I guess I figured I could teach any man somethings I had learned. The colleges guys were always just partying and I just was busy. So I kind of waited to hear from Tom. I didn't until Sping Break and he apologized that he had been really busy. We talked for a long and he asked if I would like to go to movie. I said that would be fine and he picked me up in his 50 Ford fast back. LOL He asked if would like to go to the drive in and get something to eat later. I didn't have a problem with that. He asked if he could hold my hand during the movie. This hadn't even happened in high school?????????? We went to get a hamburger at AW and sat and talked more. I didn't figure he had a lot of money, working and going to school. He did kiss me goodnight and that was pleasant. He asked if we could go out again before school started. I accepted. The next date we had dinner at AW again and then he asked if I wanted to go down to the beach. I was game. There some coves in those days where you could drive right down to the beach. We did and boom he was all over me. I kept pushing him away and telling him to back off. He just was trying to undress me in the front seat ( not easy with a stick shift). I said "lets get in the back seat" and talk awhile. So we did. I asked him just to kiss awhile. He was a good kisser and I started to get turned on, damnit, and he was enamored with my breast, and was one handled "unhook" the bra kind of guy. I truly believe he was a virgin. Never asked him but before I could take a breath he had my shorts and panties off and frantically was trying to undress himself. So he "jumped my bones" and got off himself in a matter of minutes. I was thinking all the time that this guy needs woman to teach him some things. He had a good strong cock and that worked fine but it left me kind of needy. The next date was just like the first. Parked somewhere and did it in the back seat. He did use a condom both times. He said he was going to save some money and take me out to a nice place for dinner on my birthday.....which was two weeks later. He came up to take me out and then asked if we could go to my room. I thought I would talked to him there a little about a woman's needs but he did take more time and actually put his finger in me and I asked him if he wanted to taste me and he ginerly licked the end of his finger. Then he fucked me and fucked me all night it seemed. He didn't have a rubber with him but I was in the middle of my cycle so I thought everything was ok.................................how wrong I was............... right now thinking about it ......I need a break..........I will return.
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Hi Judy, am glad I came over to check out your blog and was happy to see you had added more to it. I sure got turned on with the meeting Tony again and his the sex you had with him. I wish I could have found a woman that liked to be eaten that long, I think the longest I had was an hour. I had to laugh about the times you had with Tom for that sounded so much like me before I was taught by the older lady on how to treat a woman. Was good you didn't get into the coke scene with Tony for am sure you would have not liked the results if you had. Am looking forward to read more of your travels thru your life. I am surprised that more do not send back comments back to you besides Terry and myself. If nobody else appreciates your blog, he and I sure do. xxx...Jerry
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Terry I think it's going to get much more interesting and soon I will be posting some more erotic pictures just to keep it interesting incase I get to long winded writing. Thank again and again for always leaving me a note. Hope you are having a good day honey. xoxo Judy
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Jerry dear, I thought maybe the weather got better and your were spending all your time golfing. LOL Nice to see you back. I hope that the younger people that are reading this understand the sexual mentality of people like us that grew up in the 50's. Even if they listen to the music from that time they might understand that most of us were more naïve then they are. LOL I do get a lot of messages from people that are enjoying it to my INBOX but I guess they are too shy to post here. You and Terry give me a real reason to continue. I will start to post some more pictures this week though. Ty for your nice commentary xx. Judy
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Mike, thank you so much for dropping in dear and leaving such a lovely note. I am delighted you have read and enjoyed so far. I promise it gets more interesting. I hope I don't pass away before I finish it. I will start this week to post pictures in here that won't be on my profile. I have come this far and I am only 21, so I have a lot more to share. I try to keep up here and also enjoy chatting in the room. When drama starts there I disappear very quickly though. Thank you so much for taking the time to leave me a message. I know others are following but just a few are kind enough to leave me a message. Thank you again and I hope you are having a wonderful day. xx Judy
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Well, my biggest fear came crashing down on me. I was pregnant. I need to explain that in 1963 things were so different. If you got pregnant, you couldn't get an abortion, except in Mexico and that was so scary. To give the baby up wasn't an option any girl wanted to face. Keeping the baby and raising it with the help of your parents thus becoming a single mom, was frowned on also. So what couples did then was to get married. I had only dated Tom for short time. I wasn't in love with him and he probably wasn't with me. I got up the courage to drive down to the gas station where he worked. It was pouring that night. He looked surprised to see me there ,especially, since the weather was so bad. He hugged me and gave me a kiss and then I started bawling and couldn't get the words out of my mouth. I stepped back and took a deep breath and said " I am pregnant and you are the father". He just stood there. It seemed like an hour and then he started crying and said " I wanted to finish college". I said " so did I". Then he had a customer and waived me away. I got in car and drove home. I came into the house and my parents and brother were eating dinner. I was crying nand dad started to get up and I just shouted "I am pregnant", ran to my room and threw myself on my bed, sobbing. I heard my Mom start to cry. All my brothers, younger, came to my doorway and said " it will be ok Sis". Then I saw my Dad standing there and he had tears in his eyes. I said I was so sorry. He came over to me and kissed my foreheard. He was quiet for awhile and then he said "you don't have to marry this boy" got up and left me room. I knew that is what he wanted me to believe but also know he knew I had no choices. The next day, Tom called and said we needed to talk. I met him for lunch and we went to a park. It was like two strangers that were going to start on a journey that neither of us wanted or understood. The only thing we understood was that we were going to "have" to get married. I am sure there are many on this site that are near my age that have had to make that decision also. It was horribly embarassing and gut wrenching. The next day Tom was going to tell his parents and he wanted me there. He had a step mother that at the time liked Tom best of her step children and was happy he was dating me. She had some strange rules that only adults were allowed in the living room. Tom told his father that he and I had something to announce and could the four of us sit in the living room. So we did and when Tom told them I was pregnant and we were getting married...he father immediately left the room. Tom followed him out and I was left with her. She exploded and called me every name in the book, screaming at me " how embarassing" this was for her. Finally I ran out of the house and up to the vacant lot behind and threw myself in the grass. After awhile, Tom's dad came up and sat down beside me and told me everything was going to be alright. I was only 6 weeks along and I wanted to get married as soon as possible so that I could say the baby came early. LOL Everyone agreed on that. Of course, my mother wanted a formal wedding. We put that together fast. I had a beautiful gown but it was so tight and I had morning sickness all day long. It was so uncomfortable. We were both still in school but it was Memorial day so we had a few days off. Tom's uncle gave us cash and a gas card so we could go on a honeymoon. I had only had sex with Tom and never had "made love"..............it was al so scary. I was 21 and he was 20 and we had vowed "till death do us part". Hold on...........I will return.
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Terry hello honey. Yes I think we were both scared and I will just have to wail until tomorrow to write the next segment. My back hurts today and I can't sit here long. I think I was just on my feet to much yesterday. Hope all is well with you babe. xx Judy
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Hi Judy, I seldom even get into the AdultFriendFinder at all anymore except to come over and read your blog. Yes kids these days have no concept of what it was growing back in the 50s and how things were so different then, life was more simple but things were done different than today. In those days you really couldn't even say the word pregnant, was always in the family way, not PG, knocked up or one in the oven. I know you were scared and back then there was no options, as you said, of having a abortion unless it was in a back alley with a coat hangar or going to Mexico. The 60s opened the sexual revolution up and everybody just went nuts with their sexual attitudes of Make Love, Not War, I missed all that long haired hippy faze by being in the military and not having to worry about getting laid just to get laid. xx....Jerry
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Mark dear, thank for your nice message hear this morning. I think that if there were not a few nice guys like you leaving messages here I would be rather discouraged. Most just send then to my in box. Don't really understand why they couldn't leave them here, where it's so private. Also glad that a couple of you are my age and totally understand how different it was to grow up in the 50's. Part of it was similar and some of it was frustrating. I am sorry to hear that you and your lady don't have good communication, I think that is so important. I and happy if I can "fill in" at times for you. My hubby is also a year younger but has more aches and pains than I do. LOL Thank you again my friend. Don't be shy about posting here because it's interesting to me to find out things about you other guys. xx Judy
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Jerry I am honored that you just come in to "read" me honey. You and I are around the same age and your response about getting pregnant and the choices is "right on". I had a conversation with a woman that was older than me and she told me about a "back street" abortion in LA, where the movie stars had theirs. She had one there and when she was telling me about it, I could see in her eyes, how frightened she had been. By the time I was working as a nurse, abortions were being done in the hospital ( a lot of them ). I never even considered it when I got pregnant. I think both Tom and myself, knew there was just one option. No manner how scary that was. I also know that you "kids" that went to VN must have been horribly frightened also. I will touch on that, later in this blog. I respect all men that fright for the freedoms we take for granted in our country. So my hat is off to you honey. When I get my pictures. I am going to choose one for each of you that write to me here. I very much appreciate the ones of you that do. Hugs, Judy
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I am going to try to post a picture here. It's a professional picture that was taken in 2008 and is one of my favorite of myself. I hope this works. Like I said in the beginning, I don't have pictures from my youth or first marriage. I also will not post pictures of my children or grand children, for obviously reasons. I do have all my erotic pictures now but they are on a couple of DVD's and I have to figure out how to transfer them to here. Bare with me. I am not computer savvy but not illiterate either.
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Before the wedding, Tom had gone out and secured himself with a job with the telephone company (climbing poles) for $69.00 a week. When my father heard about that he got Tom at graveyard job at North American, as a decalator operater, for $89.00 a week and benefits. He would have to work 6 months before he qualified for medical insurance. My father had already paid the OB/GYN $350 for care and delivery. ( my daughter in law just had a vaginal delivery, stayed 24 hours in the hospital and they charged her insurance $21,000). But in 1963, #350 wasn't chump change. During all this time I had sat alone trying figure out how I could make this all work out. Since I stayed married to Tom for 28 years, I am not going to belaber all those years. I will try to condesence it the best I can. I figured out that we were going to have a child and that child deserved the best I could muster. I was actually kind of excited about that and Tom was too. Working graveyard he could go to school and he was happy about that. We found a brand new, furnished, 1 bedroom apartment about 7 miles from our parents. (100 dollars a month). That lefr us 266 for food and essentials. Tom said we had to save $100.00 a month so I figured we could have one steak a month, since rib eyes were .79 cents a pound. LOL Gas was cheap. He still had the Chevy and I had a 64 Buick. Living so close to home , we ate dinner there at least 3 days a week and my mom alway packed Tom a lunch for work. I did have three baby showers and got almost every thing you could need. Cute little dresses and boys outfits also because you never knew what you were going to have. Sexually Tom wasn't satisfying at all. He was facenated with my pregnant body and still loved to suck my tits but never made any attempt to go down on me. I mentioned it to him numerous times but he didn't comply with my wishes. Of course, he loved it when I went down on him and expressed that he had never experienced that ( I was pretty sure, he hadn't experienced anything ). I never told him about Tony or the guys in New York or the frat guys at USC. Sometimes I did get off with intercouse with him and also discovered that I could climax from nipple stimulation also. So here is the "corker". He was on top of me stroking away and I tapped him on the back and said " I hope you are having fun", he stopped and said " what's the matter" and I told him again that he needed to go down on me. I explained to him how we could do that simitaneosly...duh So that started and he got off almost immediately and I felt that I started to flow and all of a sudden he is gagging and runs to the bathroom to spit it out and gargle. No man before, nor no man since has ever done that. I am a very clean woman and wouldn't let a man go down on me if I thought I wasn't. I was horrified. He didn't want to talk about it and I dropped it. The baby was due around Valentine's Day and I knew that most people would be doing the figures since we got married almost as soon as I knew. But on Christmas morning, 1963, I delivered my tiny baby boy. He was just barely 4 pounds and a preemie but was healthy. The moment my Christmas baby was born, no one thought again that this had been rushed marriage. He had 7 living great grand parent, four grandparents and 7 adoring ,single aunts and uncles. Probably a bigger extended family than Jesus. LOL.................I will write again tomorrow and start posting some pictures just for the people who are following this blog.
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Hi Judy, well Tom was lucky that your dad got him a graveyard shift job and it was all because of his daughter that he did. It was good you found a apartment for that amount of rent and that close to your parents place. Even though you and Tom weren't actually made for one another, am surprised that it lasted 28 years, I know it was for the kids sake. There was no need to tell him about Tony, the frat guy or the guys in NY. What you did before him was none of his business, that is what hurt my last marriage, she wanted to know about my other two wives and other women in my life. I told her what I did before her was none of her business and stop asking about it. She was 45 years old, had never went down on a man and had only been eaten once in her life till she met me. I can't believe he ran to the bathroom and spit and gargled, what a wush. He would never earn any red wings for sure if he gagged at your flowing, I am assuming you were cuming by what you said of flowing. That is the nectar of the Gods to me sweetie and I kid Dixie about needing fertilizer for my mustache and goatee...lol. Anticipating the picture of you. I like this one you put on here, you are so beautiful....xxx, Jerry
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Jerry hello to you dear. In all the years I have been on dating sites I am amazed by stories I have heard from men and women around our age. So many have met women that had never really had an orgasm in their life. How many men have never had a blow job and on and on and on. Just today in the chat room, men were complaining that women weren't interested in them if they had to rely on a pill. Yes I was cuming. I flow like crazy when I orgasm. I didn't find it necessary to reveal my past either. I won't like my husband read this blog either. He has never even been on this site. I did meet him on line on another site though. It's funny, as I write this, so many things just pop into my head. I think it's a good exercise for my brain. LOL I always had thought I should write a book but I wouldn't want my husband, kid or grandchildren read it. So I will just share it in here. Some more erotic pictures will appear soon. I am glad you liked this one and ty for the compliment. xx. Judy
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Well a good morning to some and afternoon to others. I really made my mind up that I would try hard to be a good wife, knowing I would be a good mother to this darling baby boy. Like I said both of our families were connected and because both Tom and I were the oldest of all our siblings we were looked up too. Tom was working and going to school and I tried to help by typing his papers and sometimes writing them for him. Two months after my first child was born, I got pregnant again (no going back to school for me). I was exposed to German measles during that pregnancy. The doctor gave me gammoglobin and I didn't break out. The baby was another premie and he was born deaf,blind and they expected, severely retarded. The suggested that we institutionalize him but I took him home. It was difficult having a toddler and this little one, that required so much attention. I loved him as much as the first born but I got pregnant again and I just couldn't handle it all. I had to institutionalize him. ( I spend years at his bedside and he lived until he was 11 and never had a good day. He lived in a void and most of the time I didn't know if he knew I was his mommy. I am in tears, just typing this and will move on. My third son was a premie also. He was born with a bad kidney and lung. Those were removed when he was four months old. I was told he would never play sports but how wrong they were. He was an outstanding athelete, as was his older brother. A year after the third one was born I had another boy that was full term and healthy too. During all this we had moved into a two bedroom, unfurnished appartment and I became the apartment manager and we paid no rent. Tom has been saving money from the beginning and always had me on a rather meager allowance. He had gotten a BA and then said he wanted to get a Masters. I told him we needed to buy a home. I need only 20 units to get a degree in Nursing and I started taking extention classes. My parents were so very helpful from the beginning and would take care of the boys for me. We started looking at homes in Orange County (27 miles from out parents ) Each weekend we would drag the kids along looking for a home we could afford. We would fine one and he would spend a week thinking about it and then say we couldn't afford it. I knew he had been saving money, while I was managing the apartment, babysitting other children and sewing clothes for the kids. I was also, sexually frustrated with him. Sometimes I wondered how I ever got pregnant. I know this will be a shocker but during all this I had several affairs. I have little memory of those but they took the edge off. More and more I resented Tom saving money with little regard for me and the children. Finally I asked to have a meeting between my dad, his dad and his uncle. I asked them to talk to him. His uncle was very fond of me and he told me that he had never used his G.I. loan and if we found a home, he would buy it with that and then flip it over to us in a year. He talked to Tom and we did find a lovely new home (hadn't even been built) two story, 4 bdr,3ba in a very nice little city and neighborhood. It was large and roomy and seemed like a mansion, after living in apartments. Tom had been promoted several times and computers were the new thing in large companies like North American. He was moving towards that part of the business. I had gotten a BA in nursing and figured I would become a nurse eventually. We moved in and I just loved my boys and their were lots of children for them to play with. I did get pregnant again and had a beautiful baby girl. Her brothers adored her and I dressed her like a baby doll. It was a difficult breech delivery and I became very ill after she was born. In and out of the hospital for a month with numerous infections and a lot of hemorrhaging. One night they rush me in, in that state, and I had just a faint pulse. They took me into surgery and at 28 I had a total hystorectomy and my ovaries removed. No more pregnancies for me. It too me a month to recover from that and they told me I nearly died. That is all I am going to say about my children. I was in loved with them from birth and still do but I don't think this is the forumn to discuss them. I cheated on their father for years. Not proud of that but he bored me in more ways than just sexual. I knew for a long time, that when the children were grown and out of the house, I would also leave. Tom had gong to work for IBM. When he made that change I told him that was find but I wasn't moving., I had bought wonderful girls (au pars ) over from Sweden to help me with the children so I could work and the kids didn't have to go to day care and could play with their friends ( who still are their friends, to this day ). Tom turned down changes to move and that was the only thing he did that I had demanded. He was gone for months at a time on bench marks and I was left to really raise the kids on my own ( with the help of my wonderful au pars ) . Those girls are my best friend's in the world to this day. Only is like a sister to me. Tom started making a lot of money but told me that since I was working I was responsible for things I needed and the children needed. We never had new furnishings, cars etc. I also started a little theater in the city and I did a lot of plays with them and all over Orange County. I worked hours so I could be available for my kids bb practices,games, school activities. Reheased in the evenings, did plays and played around with other men. So tomorrow I will tell you about a couple of those men. There were so many but I did have two significent affairs that I will share.
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Hope I can add a picture. Most of the pictures I add now, have nothing to do with my blog, until later on in the story. These were taken by my third husband and they are from 2005 to 2009. I have added very current pictures on my profile. You these are throw backs to when I was in my 60's. You can do the comparisons. LOL
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As I said in my last post, I will share a couple of long affiars I had in my marriage. I want to say again that I am not proud of myself for cheating on Tom but he left me sexually fustrated and terrible needy. I wasn't on line at that time. Didn't even have a computer. So I met men in a lot of different venue. Bars, work, plays etc. I never counted how many men I was with but there were a lot of them. Did I have one nighters? Yes but mostly I had short relationships. I did have sex with a few married men. I thought that was safer. But I felt badly, having sex with another woman's husband. So most were single men that I made clear to them, I was married and didn't want to leave my husband. If I felt they didn't understand that I moved on quickkly., The first gentleman was Jerry. When my boys were 8,6 and 5 and my daughter was 9months I took the summer off to spend some quality time with them. By then I had Nettie living with us and she was with me for 10 years and is the au par that I am closest too. My girl friend told me about a beach on the bay called Mother's Beach. She said that had wonderful live guards there that really watched the children. So one day I packed lunchs, dragged the wooden play pen along fo the baby. It was a delightful place. No waves and I did notice there was one, very good looking, guard that was playing with the children. I also noticed that all the mothers were trying to talk to him. LOL My kids had a ball and Nettie watched them like a hawk. The baby was gold as gold. I rents a big umbrella to shade her playpen. I started going every day. Sometimes girl friend's or my sister in law bought their kids and went with me. My sister in law always brought her booze along and got ripped every day. She was married to Tom's younger brother so maybe that was her method to cover her fustrations? I usually wore my favorite bikinni to the beach. I was dark brown and I tan very quickkly. Soon you could hardly tell the difference between my skin and the suit. One day, while Nettie was there to watch the kids, my sister in law and I rented a dingy to cross the bay in. She was ripped and we got out in the middle and were laughing so hard and she stood up in the dingy to yell to the kids. The dingy tipped over and I was stuck under it. I have never been a strong swimmer because of my gimp right arm and I panicked. I was above the water underneath but was panicked about getting out in the bay and having to swim back to shore. All of sudden Jerry appearred and had me in his arms. He held me while he uprighted the dingy. He was so strong. Diane had already swam to shore. He told me to hang on to the boat and he got in and pulled me in so gently. I apologized and told him she was drunk and he said he knew that and had been watch "me". A lot of the women brought him lunch and little packages. Never knew what was in them but not my style. From that day on he would come over and play with my boys. Take them in the water and teach them to float or swim. He would pick up the baby and play with her. Take her down to the shore and hold her in the water. She was fearless of water and laughed and had so much fun. Then he would always spend sometime talking to me. He said he was live guarding and going to college and wanted to be a fire fighter, like his father. I told him I was married and worked as a nurse but was on summer vacation with my kids. One particular day, I went to the beach with my best friend and her two kids. The minute we got there she pointed at Jerry and said " what is that God doing on the beach". I explained every thing to her. The kids played all day and were taking naps. I picked up the baby and took her to the shore. I held her hands and bounced her in the water. All of a sudden Jerry came from nowhere and did a belly flop right next to me. A wave of water came over me and I dropped the baby and spun around. In a flash I saw my girl friend was yelling something and looked concerned. I came around and saw Jerry standing there with my baby and I put my hands on my hip and started to give him hell. He had a big grin on his face and was looking at my chest. I looked down and one of my while breast had come out and stood out on my brown body. I grabbed my baby girl and he said " that is the most beautiful breast I have ever seen". I march back up the sand to my girl friend and she was laughing like crazy., Well, this is going to take longer than I though......I need to get something done and will try to continue later.............
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Terry darling, I am very flattered babe and your words are kind of turn on to me. Thank you so much and got your email and will respond soon.
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Well how is my favorite fire fighter today? I appreciate you reading it honey. It's becoming a book and I have so much to share. Thank you for leaving me such a nice message. xx Judy
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Don't have time to continue writing this evening. So I will leave you with another picture
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Aweeeeeeee Terry, How lovely of you to say. These were not taken by my present husband but the will be exposed much later in this blog. Yet you are right on about both of us being aroused...and that is all I am going to say for now. Do me a favor and tell me what are trying to ask, as a question? I don't quite understand but you know I will honestly answer anything you ask me. Thank you again sweetie xx Judy
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Terry I am a true romantic and I love kissing. I like deep, wet, passionate French kissing. I don't like sex that is hurried at all. Oh, I have had and asked for quickies in my life but not often. There are so many things that turn me on......but kissing is a beautiful beginning.
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I didn't come back to the bay for a couple of weeks. When I did, Jerry ran over to help me carry the playpen, apologizing all the way down to the shore. Later that day he came over and asked if he could buy me dinner some evening. I didn't know how old he was but figured he was about 8 years younger than me and he was the best looking man, I had ever seen. A body to die for. I must say that I have never judged people by their physical appearance. My father had taught me that, long ago. Tom was a nice looking man but Jerry was in a league of his own. I also figured that every mother on that beach would die to have dinner with him. I told him, I appreciated the invitation but that I was married and would have to think about it. I had been with many men and unfaithful, long before him but didn't want him to think I was easy.LOL So I finally excepted his invitation and told him I would meet him at Northwoods on the main drag of Belmont Shores. The night I met him, I walked into the restruarant and spotted him at the same time he spotted me and stood up and moved my chair out, as I reached the table. Lovely table but the window that could watch all the beach people, walking, riding bike etc. He was wearing a light weight black suit, white shirt with the top three buttons undone. No tie. He was golden tanned, blond hair and blue eyes that could knock you out. I know that I wore a blouse and shirt, summery, but I can't remember what I had on exactly. I saw he had a beer on the table and asked what I would like to drink? I told him, a shot of tequila, with cognac back. He smiled from ear to ear, knowing he was dealing with a real woman and not some beach bunny. We had a lovely meal and talked constantly. I found out that he was only 20 units away from his degree and was excited about being a firefighter. He played the guitair also and wrote and sang his own song. He didn't ask me about my home life. Said I had the nicest and cutest kids on the beach....and the prettiest mother also. I so wanted to ask his age but didn't. He was "all grown up" and that was all that mattered to me. The stinger came when he said he was living with his folks to save money. I was taken back by that. When we finished, he reached into his suit pocket and pulls our a tape. He told me he wrote some songs for and about me. I was so touched by that. I told him that music was my life and I couldn't wait to hear them. Damn I didn't have a tape player in the VW van. He asked if I would like to walk on the street for awhile. It was a lovely night and we walked hand in hand. Every time I eye met there was a spark I hadn't felt in a long time. When we finally worked our way to my car, he said " I have to kiss you" and I said "no, I am going to kiss you". He held me against the car and our lips met in an erotic explosion. I could feel his hardness against me but I had to push him away and get in my car fast. This was not to be a one night stand. There was something very real about this and I was scared.................................. I need to rest my fanny now. I would have liked to carry this on but just thinking about him almost brought me to tears. I will continue this tomorrow.
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Terry, exactly, a kiss can be as erotic and a nipple. I guess it's just you and me in here. Thank you sweetie. I will post a picture later tonight.
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My favorite color is silver
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Terry, good morning sweetheart. I do feel a little better this morning. I will take it easy today and see how it goes. I do have an appointment with an Orthopedist on Wednesday and will see what he can do for me. I just can't live on pain pills and I won't. I am glad you are enjoying it and like the picture and the color. I decided in my 60's that I would not color my hair and let it turn silver. I like it so much better. When I was younger and my hair was so dark I just wore bright red, oranges and yellows. Not when I have silver hair I can wear any color because silver is neutral. I know men don't have to worry about that sort of thing. LOL Thank you, thank you, thank you xoxo Judy
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Hi Judy, sorry haven't been on here recently, got a bunch of crap going on in my life at the moment and of course you know about the lady friend of mine that is going thru her radiation treatments and chemo, well it is getting to her and I have been over to help in anyway I can and come back home when she goes for her treatment. She is doing ok as much as expected and I try to get there when I can do so. Anyway, am back to your blog and was nice to see that you have added to it and reading about you meeting Tony again, got me to going as you described how he made love to you and telling you he was going to eat you for 3 hours. I would be in heaven if I could eat a woman for 3 hours and she enjoyed it. I am sure that you did by what you had written. Oh, my friend smokes the stuff as well and shotguns me and we go for it like rabbits but not now since this has happen.so this is my release from everyday life reading your blog. I am sure it gets better so am onto the next part of it..xx...Jerry
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Hi Judy, now that I think about it, I had already made a comment about Tony and his coke thing to you, guess I am really behind on here. I am sorry to hear about the one son and him being born the way he was and you had to put him away but was always there for him. I know it hurt you to do that but as you said could not handle him and the other kids and had to do so. Well seems you were very fertile to have your kids so fast as you did and finally a little girl that almost killed you to say the least. I know you are proud of all your kids and I agree not the place to tell about them but am sure they are all doing well in life. I am sure that living with Tom was no picnic and was a bore in more ways than sexual. xx........Jerry
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Ok, me again. WOW, the last 3 pictures you have put on here got my blood to boiling and can't believe I haven't been paying that much attention to getting back in here, look at what all I missed. Well that is great the life guard had the name Jerry, so can't be all that bad. He knew a good thing when he saw it and also knew the way to you was thru the kids, that is how I would have worked it also to meet you. Anyway back to the pictures, the one of you on all 4's made me sit up and take notice and let my imagination run wild which it did about you. I can see why Silver is your favorite color and oh that is so sexy the way you are sitting there. now I hope I am caught up on here...xxx....Jerry
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forgot to comment on the white breast against a brown body background, can just picture that in my head. You are so sexy now, can imagine how gorgeous you were back in your 30s for the way you look today, is even better. I love older women that take care of themselves and don't look their age and sweetie, you look to be in your mid 50s.......xoxox.....Jerry
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Jerry I am have missed having a post from you. Of course, I understand your situation and the long drives you are doing to be such a good caregiver. I hope she is appreciative of having such a good friend as you are being. I moved my Mom and Dad into my home and my second husband was terminally ill at the time and I know how exhaustive caring giving can be. I also was working at that time and had a lady to take care of them during the day. I will address that time in my life when I get to my second husband. LOL So I understand you have priorities in you life as I do in mine. I can't spend all my time posting and answering every one in a timely manner. I am also dealing with considerable pain in my back and can't sit at the computer for hours. I appreciate when you do get the time that you let me know you are reading every word. I also appreciate that you enjoy the pictures I am posting. I am going to try to write another piece about Jerry and I and then the other longer affair I had today and will look for a few pictures to post. You take care of yourself first so you have the energy to take care of her. I am sorry she is going though all of this but you are truly a great friend. Thank again for you extremely kind words to me. xx Judy
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Terry, I have often wondered if women went bald like so many men do, how would they handle it. Of course, there are some illnesses that cause women to go bald. Then Chemo causes some to loose their hair. I once shave my head because I had a friend that was going though chemo and lost all her hair. She was my secretary and that was over 20 years ago. She passed away this last year after a 20 year battle with non Hoskins lymphoma She should have been the poster girl for cancer. She was only 56. I never met a stronger women that she was. Always so nice of you to post to everything I post. You are a dear, dear friend.
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A little soft bondage. Anyone read "50Shades of Grey"?
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Hi Judy, just when I think you can't get any better with a picture you go and prove me wrong again. You are a very lovely woman and I sure would have loved to have known you back in the day, don't get me wrong I am glad that I know you now. I don't go everyday as she has a few thee that come over and stay when I can't and she is in her 3rd week right now and will get the chemo fanny pack back on the 13th of April for the week. After this week I am sure that it is going to get worse for her and if need be, I will go stay with her till this is done. that was so nice of you to shave your head for your secretary so she wouldn't feel so bad of not having any hair. Dixie hasn't lost any yet and who knows, maybe she won't. You look so sexy in that purple outfit you have on, of course you look good in all the pictures. xoxox...............Jerry
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Terry thank you honey. You said everyone is talking about it? Can you see other's posting to me that I can't see? I am really having a bad day today. I have more pain today than I have had since the beginning of this. I do have a doctor's appointment today and I am going to raise hell with that office. I am not in a good mood. LOL You are my sweety pie. Hope you are feeling better. xx Judy I will try to write another piece today, can't promise anything though.
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Jerry so nice to you drop in. I can't figure out why it's just you and Terry that post here. Some guy wrote and told me I am not using the right format for this blog but I am not computer savvy and couldn't understand what he was telling me to do. I am delighted you like the picture. I am going to post another one right after I finish this message to you honey. I just can't sit long enough to write another piece of the blog right now. You are surely taking good care of Dixie. I really admire you for being such a good caregiver. I think some of the new chemo save people from loosing their hair. I know when I shaved mine it grew in a lot curlier than it had been. My boss was bald and he said he wished he could have chemo to see if his hair returned. LOL I bought my friend some bandanas the had some real hair bangs attached she just loved them and looked like a little girl when she wore them. I surely do miss her. She was a real special woman and I had great respect for her. Thanks for the Easter wish and the same to you. If I don't see you on here I will figure your are taking care of her. I hope she does well with it though., xx Judy
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Just a fun picture from the backyard
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My Mink
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Lucky your test went though honey.
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Hi Judy, once again you outdid yourself with the pictures. The backyard one is great and so sexy and what a lucky mink coat to have you wrapped up in it as you are, both so sensual, your photographer must have had a hard time getting these pictures. I know if it was me, the camera would have been set aside for a bit so I could enjoy your beauty. I didn't make it over today to help Dixie, one of our friends came over to spend the weekend with her so I could come home and pay some bills and take care of some other things. She bought a wig already just in case she does lose her hair and her friend and hairdresser since 1970 has fixed it up already how she wanted it. I told her , hey I think a baldheaded woman is sexy and I do want to kiss her bald head. She laughed and said I was nuts....xx....Jerry
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Hey beautiful my what a life you've had. Am totally in awe of you. Happy Easter 🐰 gorgeous. Paul
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Terry I thought it would be funny to post in my bibs and then in my mink. LOL Thank you sweetie pie .I know as Shakespeare said " tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow, creeps along it's paddy place until the last symbol of recorded time". I will post another segment tomorrow....I PROMISE. hUGS to you my friend.
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Jerry I hope you had a nice Easter. I am late getting here today. I am glad you like all three pictures. The photographer was my ex as I explained before. He didn't have to put the camera down because we were married and he always got me later. LOL Long story about him, coming later on. Well I am glad you are getting some rest at home and that she is preparing in case of the worst scenario. So cute you told her you would love to kiss her bald head. She should love you for that. Hugs and keep me posted. Judy
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Paul so nice to see a new face here. I think Jerry and Terry have kept me coming back and they are both darlins. The rest much just be shy and write to me at the "other" place. I would before to have it all here but "it is/what it is". I so enjoyed your message I just responded too and I am so thankful to have one here. I have so much more to write about. I am afraid people will go to sleep. LOL Nice to no you and my two other friends do read me and not just see me. Hugs to you Judy
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Sorry I have not asked about how your tailbone is doing, I do hope it is coming along just fine. Well her hair is starting to come out now, not much but enough to notice, she said she is going to have Ginger, her friend and hairdresser just shave her head. I may do that as well to be in solidarity with her just to make her feel better. I keep threatening to do so every year, so why not for a reason..lol. Take care of that cute little tail bone and always love forward to your blog and new pictures...... Hugs...Jerry
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Your words are like a movie in my head a very erotic movie.
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Jerry and I dated a few more times unti I finally gave into his request that lay down together. He actually invited me to his parents home, because they had gone on vacation. We had a couple of glasses of wine, he sang to me and played his guitar, kissed me tenderly now and then and when I couldn't stand it anymore. I took his hand and said "take me to you bed". That a night of phenomenal love making. I had kind of thought that I would fuck with him and leave him knowning this would never happen again. He made love to me for hours, always wanting to look in my eyes, wherever he was carassing, sucking, fingering or entering me. Those eyes burnt a hole in my heart and sole. The words that came out of his mouth about how beautiful I was and how sensual and passionate and everything a woman would want to hear. He produced sounds from me that had never come from my mouth. Of course, I had to watch the clock. I felt like cinderalla and I knew I had to get home. I had recently brought over a girl from Sweden to give my kindengardner and two smaller kids the opportunity to live in their home and play with the neighborhood children and not go to day care. She and I had become very good friends. She was kind of upset that my husband was never around to help me. I told her that I hadn't been faithful to him for a long time and she understood that. Eventually, she covered for me. I was in love with Jerry. That hadn't happened before. I had always had my guard up. Our time together is something I lived for. He was in love me and I believed that from the get go. If I had it to do over again....he was the man I let get away. He had finished college the next year and was employed by the Fire Department. He go his own place and I was there when ever possible. Thing were heavenly. after a couple of years he started pressuring me about marrying him. Something about that I could answer. I had these three young children, I didn't want to share custody with their father. I had always told myself that I would leave when the kids were grown and moved out. Some arguing insued between us and I stormed out a couple of times. The more I thought about it, the more I felt it would be wrong. He was younger and would want children and I couldn't have any. I know he loved my kids but I just didn't think it would work. Finally, I told him good bye. He said he needed me one last time and I laid down with him and we both cried for an hour. He told me he had to be in touch with me the rest of our lives. How I wish I hadn't given him all my contact information. I don't mean to imply but it complicated my life. I just never imagined it would be true. To jump ahead, he met a girl and got married. He always told me everything. Then he moved to Colorado and they had two little girls. I was happy for him and sad for myself but never, never stopped telling me he loved me. Years later when I did leave my husband I called him and let him know. He flew out to California like he had many times and we made wild love together but in the end I told him his children needed him. I was single for a about five years and the first month I was engaged to my second husband, Jerry called to say he was divorced and wanted to send for me. Sometime I could kick myself for not taking his offer. You might understand more when I began to write about my second marriage. I will start the other longer affair I had during my first marriage. That one won't be so complicated.
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Jerry I have more than just a tailbone problem. I was at my doctors on Friday and she said flat out that I must have moved around my two disc's that had slipped back in 2005 and cause me so much pain. I had two back surgeries and they could only file them down, which left me with a sciatic foot that I take Lyrica for and people would never know I had a foot problem. She said the pain I was having was classic sciatic pain (which I had figured out myself ) She put me a strong pain medication and steroids and ordered another MRI that I will have tomorrow. I have been remarkably better since Friday though. What a wonderful thing you are doing for Dixie. I surely nope that she is appreciative of your care and loving nature. She has a keeper in you and I hope that will happen. xoxo Judy
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Paul you actually came to mind when I was writing this last piece. I have only had a couple me men in my live that could express their feeling to me in a such a romantic way. Those men were always the best lovers also. Some woman is going to find a gem in you honey. Hugs
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Hi Judy, well we never know what we have until we let it get away from us and I know you cared so much for Jerry when you were seeing him. seems we always rush into something, not knowing that if we could have waited longer the man/woman we wanted would be free to marry until it is to late. I hope you are still in contact with him and know it hurts to hear from him if you are. I am sorry to hear that you have more than just the tailbone problem and the two disc you hurt back in 2005 have acted up again because of this fall. I hope the new MRI showed that it isn't or won't be that serious for you. will keep you in my prayers. Dixie called and said her son is having his lung cancer surgery in the morning at 5:30, she can't go cause she would miss her own treatments and would have to start all over again, she is in her 4th week and doesn't want to have to start over again. She asked me to come over this afternoon and stay the night as she doesn't want to be by herself when she hears how his surgery went for him tomorrow. I know she won't sleep at all tonight worrying about him. I might have to take her to her treatment tomorrow as well, depends on what she hears about the surgery he went thru. I will let you know what happens. take care and lots of hugs to you....Jerry
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Update on his surgery: He came thru it fine and come to find out it was cancer, it was only a cist, after telling him back in Oct it was stage 3 lung cancer.. I think I would sue somebody even she said she thought about doing so. After all, she is going thru treatments for cancer and this was added stress and worry on her. I could just se the worry and stress go out of her face when she got the news. I do hope you are doing ok and they have decided what they are going to do for you. I a waiting for the next addition to your story. Hugs.........Jerry
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Judy that should have been wasn't cancer just a cyst. I hope you got some good news with your MRI and they can do something for you. I see you have picked up two more readers, welcome Paul and mydirtywife, you will enjoy this blog. I keep wishing I had been that Jerry, maybe in my dreams....xoxoxo....Jerry
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I love that old Joe Cocker song " you can leave your hat on" I will dedicate these three pictures to that song. I am will back tomorrow to answer you nice comments. It's my Birthday today so I am going celebrate and not time to write. My love to you all.
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Well Happy Birthday to you lovely lady, do hope it will be a good one for you. I am sure that the next part of your story will be even better than it has been. I love the new pictures you have put on here, and yes, leave your hat on, makes you even more desirable sweetthing. I hope you are doing a lot better and good results from the MRI you had....xoxoxo...Jerry
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Jerry dear, I took a day off for my Birthday and only posted these three pictures and Now I will address the previous three post for you darling. I should just cope and paste them in this message, since my memory is kind of shorter now. LOL First, I am so delighted to hear that Dixie's son is cancer free. What a terrible thing that they dx'd him with Stage 3 and to find out it was just a cyst. I hope they were able to remove that surgically. To put a mother and son though that is almost criminal. I don't know what has happened to the medical world. I hear all kind of stories about this sort of situations. I am not a person that with sue but I would write some long letters to my insurance company about the stress and frustration this has caused Dixie and her son. Cancer is a very scary diagnosis to deal with for anyone. But here you have a mother is scared and frightened and going though chemo, not able to be with her son and that was tragic. I am so glad she has a strong man like you to help through this. I just hope she realizes the depth of your commitment and love for her. Life is strange. I don't know if Jerry and I had married, it would have been the right decision. Marrying someone with three children (I know he loved them) who had a father that loved them. I truly wanted to wait until my kids were out of the house before I left. Jerry had children of his own also. Those kinds of situations can be difficult. I know he would have loved to have a child with me but I was incapable of that. So many things that would put a stress on a marriage. I don't hear from him anymore and that is good thing. I know I think of him now and then and I am confident that he thinks of me. It was a love affair to remember. That is a song I always loved. I had the MEI and my physician is on vacation this week so another delay in my diagnosis. I asked for copy of the CD but they can't release that to me without a request from my doctor. So now I sit around with sciatic and back pain and will have to wait until Monday. Living out in the desert (my hubby says the average age is deceased) is a problem. I think they have so many elderly people to attend too and the rest of use just are kind of shoved aside. The urgent care facilities and the ER's are packed with little people that look like they are on there last leg. I am delighted you follow my blog so closely and that you enjoy my naughty pictures. LOL Thank you for my Birthday wish. I just love having birthdays. In the last two years I have lost six close friends that were my age (one 16 years my junior). So dealing with my minor problems is a blessing. I know I am fixable and have no diseases to deal with. When we get to this side of the mountain it is easier to slide down rather than climbing the other side like we did. Health is paramount and so far, so good. I hope you are having a very good day. Hugs to you my "top fan" Wink Judy
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Mydirtywife I thank you so much honey. I assume this is the female and not the hubby. I want you to know that I think you are the only woman that has posted in here to me. Honey, I don't have a bi bone in my body but I am more than flattered and look up to and respect...any woman that has the self confidence and strength to compliment another woman. There are extreme beautiful women that are mindless, wrapped in themselves, extremely self centered. Then, like you and myself, we can look at another woman and feel the freedom to compliment another woman. If you are not in my friend's list I would love to get a request from you honey. I will definitely check you out. Thank you again for your sweet words and confirming what I look for in another woman. I hope you both are having a great time on this site. xx Judy
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Last, but not least, my love to you Terry, I can't always count on you to be here. The fact that your shouted out MyDirtyWife was so adorable. Please don't think that I only think about myself. I am concerned about your cough and pulmonary issues. I don't think you smoke but did you ever? You never mentioned that to me. I smoked for many years and quit for 15 and started again. I am now down to two packs a week and hopefully, I will reduce that to nothing. Two months ago I had a 3 day annual physical. It covered most everything and I did have a breath test that I aced. I was kind of worried that I wouldn't. When I sat down with the doctor on the third day, he actually said "when I have patient's that have smoked all their lives, I sometimes tell them not to quit". I told him I had never heard that before but he explained that quitting could ha many complications, including a heart attack. He wasn't adding that to me because he knew I had quit for long time and I had the ability to do that again and I will. I hope you get some very good results from your test and I am waiting to hear about that. This getting older is not what it was cracked up to be. Of course, you are "puppy" to older age and you go to the doctor when you have a problem. Terry women now outlive men by over 10 years. I am totally confidence the main reason for that is that men, classically, don't go to doctors until things have reach an advanced problem. My husband is terribly guilty of that and it worries me. Women go to the doctor for everything and we live longer. I had to laugh when Viagra came out and 30 million men " came out of the closet". LOL No man had every said to his buddy " gosh I can't get it up anymore". Thus they suffered in silence. Women talk to each other and another reason we live longer. LOL Thank you so much for always being here with I log in. You are such a good and dear friend and you are appreciated. Let me know how thing go and I will drop you a line from your new address. Hugs and kisses, Judy
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Hi Judy, well there is a change to her son's cyst, I say that lightly, they have determined it was this rare form of cancer called Thymoma and they have it all out and not even going to do any chemo on him and he is getting discharged today. What is with DRs these days, do they even know what they are doing anymore? I guess now it is back to worrying on whether he will need any chemo or not and if they got it all. Dixie is beside herself and once again back to worrying. She starts her chemo back this Monday for the week and am glad that she only has two weeks left of this and the 2 weeks she has to wait to find out if it did any good. I hate reading about Terry and his problems and I also smoked from the age of 14 to 50 and quit and have been smoke free for coming up on 18 years and have no desire to ever do so again> I am surprised at the time you had stopped and then started back. I have never heard of that comment the DR made to you either about not stopping. My middle brother died from COPD and Enphysema cause he was hooked so bad, he had quit once for 6 months but went right back to it. He was only 65 when he died but he couldn't give them up. Anyway, I do hope you can get some relief from the pain you are having in your back and it seems the DRs these days take more time off than they use to. Will keep you in prayers that all will get better for you. Oh, I do love your blog and the "naughty" pictures keep them coming. xoxo....Jerry
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The other long affair I had was when I was 37 and I met an 18 year old man/child. I think I mentioned that I had done little theater most of my adult life. I was casted in a play "Lion in Winter", and you may remember it was a movie that won the Academy Award for best picture. It starred Peter O'tool and Katherine Hepburn, Anthony Hopkins etc. Dynamite cast and brilliant play/movie. I had the honor of playing Queen Eleanor (Hepburn's part ) and Joe played Richard the Lionhearted (Hopkin's role ). I don't remember exactly how Joe and I started this. I know I was blown away with his performance and maturity. I am not sure I even knew how young he was, intially. Cast member usually form a bond like family. That was very true of this cast and we would go out for coffee or a drink after rehearsals. I did notice that Joe didn't drink but I kind of assumed he was of age too, if he wanted. He was very intelligent, funny and a brillian actor. If you have never seen that movie you should rent it. There isn't a bad line in the script and the period is 1022 AD. I do know one thing about Joey. I didn't have to teach him a thing. He was a magnificent lover. Looking back, I didn't worry about being arrested for seducing a teenager. Someehow we were on the same page and level. I know we snuck off from the rest of the cast at times but I don't think any of them knew we were together. I didn't have to worry about getting pregnant because I had that hysterectomy with I was 28. We got outstanding reviews and those kind of singled out my performance and his. The closing night I had a friend, who did bit parts in movies, and had seen the play on opening night. But showed up again and brought Richard Chamberlin with him. After the curtain closed they came back to the Green Room and Chamberlin was very flattering to me and to Joey. He told us he had formed a small theater group in Hollywood. He was planning to an original play and he wanted Joe and I to audition for it. He gave us his card and said his agent would contact us both. Joe and I were stunned. I had a SAG card but Joe didn't and I told me to get one pronto and he did. The agent called about three weeks later and told us to come up for a cold reading and audition. I was almost terrified and but Joe was so calm and cool and comforting. We went up and there must have been 200 people there to audition. Mr Chamberlin told us he would be playing the lead in the play and how man parts were available. All of them requiring a French accent. I had to dig deep in my brain for that. I think I was the 6th women called up. I went to the stage and whipered to Mr Chamberlin that I was just a "house wife from Orange County". He put his arm around me and whispered " my dear, you will be brilliant" and you know what, I was. Joe and I had come together so I waited until he auditioned. We were all told that we would be contacted if we were casted. I week later we both were confirmed. All my family and theater friends were awestuck but not as much as I was. I called to find out the rehearsal and performance dates and told my husband that this was a great opportunity. He was excited also. He worked for IBM and would always introduce me to friend's there as " this is my wife, the actress" and never mentioned I was a nurse. That use to rub me wrong. IBM is very spousal demanding. If you are single you could not bring a girl friend to these award cermonies. If you were married you were almost demanded to include your spouse. I had been to these presentations many time new the ropes. I was devastated though. Joey was so loving and comforting and I was thrilled for him but I knew I had to refuse the part and I would be "dead" to Hollywood forever. My husband and his partner were being awarded salemen of the year and it was a big deal, held in Bermuda. So I had to make the call and refuse the part. One of the saddest days of my life. Joey, was phenomenal in his part and I went to see the performance every night. I sat in the back of the theater and out of view of Mr Chamberlin. Joe and I were together for a couple of years and I didn't see anyone else during that time. He got casted in a few movies, bit parts. He was also going to college. I knew the time was coming where I would have to let him go. I was doing one play after another in Orange County and Joe would always come to see me. I think when he turned 21 and I knew there was no future for us. My oldest son was 16 and I wondered at times if he would be seduced, what would I think of that ? So I broke off and made love to him one last time. He said he never wanted to be out of touch with me and I wanted that too. He graduated with honors, got a great job, dabbled in bit parts and some plays, still always coming to mine but resisting not laying down with him. Eventally he got married and had a couple of kids. I always thought how lucky his wife was. I would get Christmas and birthday cards and we would talk on the phone for hours, as good friends. That continued though my second marriage and into my third, when we lost track of on another foever, I guess.
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FOUR PACKS A DAY????? Terry that is shocking. LOL I doubt I ever smoked four packs a week. Anyway, that being said, I am delighted you were able to quit.....knowing what you had done to your lung prior to that. You are most fortunate to have had the will and ability to put them down forever. I am glad for the results of your first tests and surely hope the next on is unremarkable also. Glad your breathing is better also. I don't know how I have stayed under the screen. It must be good genetics. That is all I can account for. Thank you for being such a good follower of this crazy blog. I know that you and Jerry do read everything and that kind of keeps me going. Thanks for you birthday wish also in my message box. I had a great birthday and it's always nice to have one. LOL Love ya Judy
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Jerry a good afternoon to you dear. I am appalled to hear what is going on with Dixie's son. I would be worrying myself sick also. I agree that the medical field is going to pot. My last MEI said I have three fractures in my tailbone and some additional movement to the previous slipped disc I have in two lumbar vertebrae. So how they missed that is beyond me. I do have an appointment this week with and Orthopedist and I am anxious to sit down with him. Somehow I have the feeling that Dixie is going to have good results from her chemo. I just feel it in my bones. I am sorry to hear about your brother. I lost my second husband to the same thing but I will address that later. Emphysema is not so painful and it is anxiety ridden. Horrible when you can't breath. I know all about it. So glad you were able to quit also and stay away. Towards the end of this blog I will tell you why I started again but I am on my way to quitting. You take care of yourself honey and you and Terry are my best friends on this site. LOL xx Judy
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Im at a loss for words other than WOW. I am entranced by your blog amazed and greatly aroused by your pics. i would love to go down on you and see if i could hold a candle to tony much like him i can eat pussy for hours and take great pride in my abaility.............that being said i still sit here erect and in awe i look forward to reading more about you mike
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Mike dear, how very sweet of you to leave me such a nice message. Some are shy about posting here and just send me messages in my "in box". I am very pleased that you are reading my segments and find them interesting. I found later in my life that many men, that went though the sexual revolution of the sixties, understood that women were demanding oral stimulation in lovemaking also. I found many men to be unselfish and pleasing a woman was stimulating to them also. I am sure you could make any woman happy with your skills honey. I hope, you will hang in here with me and that it will remain, interesting and "stimulating" LOL Thank you again for your lovely message. soso Judy
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Hello sweetie, I haven't heard from you for a long time. I hope all is well. Thank you so much and I am so happy to know you are still reading and "viewing" me. You are a charmer and I love it babe. Hope you enjoyed the Masters. I watched today and he was so impressive. I will have to start writing more segments because we start traveling in May and I won't have my PC available and don't thing I can post here via my phone or Ipad. Thanks a million honey and ..........stay tuned. LOL xx Judy
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Mark, it was such a joy to read your post this morning. What a good father and grandpa you must be. I am leaving on Thursday to go to my daughter's and spend some precious time with her and four of my grand children. She has three boys and my one of my son's live about a mile away and he has one daughter. I will be there for four days and not return until Sunday. I rarely get to do this and I am very happy I can. Your words of praise make me blush. I truly fine myself not so unique. I believe that every one's life has been special, complicated, stressful, fun, loving, sexual and all those other things. If they sat down, as I do, and took the time...they could write their book. I am honored to be your fantasy honey. That is a real compliment and it will be burned in my heart. Yes my life has it's ups and downs right now and your prayers are appreciated. Hope all is wonderful today. xx Judy
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Hi Judy,I really love your personality and I strongly hope we can meet in person somewhere someday! Love on you!Roberto{=}
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Hi Judy, sorry haven't been in to much, still going thru the stuff with Dixie and she is back on her chemo for this week. One week left after this one and hopefully it did the trick for her. I had to comment on the age of Joey, that was not a age of statutory for he was considered and adult at the age of 18, so you had no worries there. I do hope you have found out something about the back if you have had the MRI. You will be missed very much while you are gone in May and also when you are visiting your daughter and grandchildren and your son as well. I think you have became everyone's fantasy and not just hitchhiker6 for I know you have become mine and especially when you were writing about Jerry. I miss the closeness of Dixie for now and hope we can get back at it but until then, I will look at your gorgeous pictures and fantasize about you being the one close to me and making love with and not to, for there is a difference in the two. oxxo......Jerry
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Roberto, I so much appreciate your interest and kind words but I am married woman and never meet up with other men. My profile makes that very clear. Please don't take it personally.
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Jerry I am certainly hoping that this chemo will bring Dixie back to her old self. She is blessed to have such a good caregiver like you. I know you have deep feelings for her and I am only a stand in until this is over. I am honored to be dear. Like I said to other men, it's overwhelming to me that I would have a small piece of this heart and dreams. I didn't really worry about being arrested for having a relationship with Jerry. I think of the man he has become and the wonderful husband and father his is. My MRI show more damaged than they first noticed. I had to cancel my trip to see my daughter, son and grand children because I have an appointment with a spinal specialist on Friday. I am still on some pain medication and I can function quite well on that. Getting out of bed in the morning takes more time than normal but I doing ok. I am anxious though to talk with him. You are a great friend and thank you again for the kind and gracious compliments. xx Judy
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Mark how nice to find you here honey. I thank you for reading my blog and I am so happy you enjoy it. I got your other message and I will respond to it in the morning and email you dear. You, like the others are special men and dear friends. I will try to post another segment tomorrow. Hugs to you honey
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Hi Judy, the chemo is kicking her butt this go around but only has tomorrow and Friday and she is done with that. sorry to hear that you had to cancel your visit with your kids and grandkids and have to have a apt with a spinal specialist on Friday. I do hope they don't want to do surgery on you. Will say a prayer for you that, they can do something for you without surgery. I just got a call from Dixie, sounded like hell, I asked her what the problem is and she said she can't get warm and has 3 blankets on herself. I said you should have called me sooner and I would be there and she said she called a friend of ours that lives there and she is coming over to stay with her. Sheila is a little flaky but has a heart of gold. She said it would take me two hours to get there and she didn't want to wait that long just in case she has to go to the hospital but she said if she did she would call me. Now I will worry about her. Hey sweetie, when this is over with her, I will still check out your blog and you are not a stand in for anybody....You are a very gorgeous woman and I enjoy reading your blog, seeing your pictures and messaging with you for you are a friend also. xx...Jerry
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I will be back on Monday with a couple of new segments and pictures. We are leaving this morning to drive to Los Angeles to watch my 16 year old grand daughter compete in Volley Ball. Who said " white girls couldn't jump?". Then we are picking up my car in Fullerton and spending the night in Temecula and on Sunday morning going to a brunch at my daughters. Her 17 year old son was confirmed on Thursday night into the catholic church (we attended that also ) and this is a celebration brunch . We will be back Sunday evening and then I a full day on Monday to answer messages and post here. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend.
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Hi Judy, do have a great weekend and be careful and know it will be hard on you to sit so long. Yeah who said White girls can't jump< they sure can in AR. Have a great time and cheer her on. Chemo is done and now next week is last of radiation and then a 2 week wait before the final check to see if it got taken care of, if not she said no surgery to be done, wants to live what time she has a as a quality of life and not quanity. I am keeping a positive attitude that this is done with for good. I miss our fun times together and besides I still got to get her on a golf course and see if I can beat her butt...lol. xoxxo....Jerry
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Jerry I am far behind now in your posts to me. I am glad she is almost finished with the Chemo and radiation and along with you, I hope she comes out cancer free. I know I wouldn't pass on surgery but people look at it differently than you or I. My grand daughter can jump and hang. She is just awesome and they won every game this weekend. I am so very proud of her. That was the fun part of the weekend but I did take two more falls this weekend. One cut up my skins because I slipped on a concrete stairs and really cuts my skins and bleed like a stuck pigs. Then the next day at my daughters I tripped over a bag of manure that my grandson was suppose to move. I hit my elbow,knee and turned my ankle. At first I thought I had done some real damage but this morning I am fine. I am so blessed I have strong bones. I didn't think I would be able to get out of bed without help but I was fine. I also thought I had hurt my back more but that didn't happen either. I guess I will have to start walking like an old lady with my head looking down. No that isn't going to happen. LOL xx Judy
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Mark sweetie, so nice to find you hear this morning. Grand children are a real joy. I have four teenagers and 3 little ones from my oldest son that got married at 45 and now has a 7,4 and 6 mother old. LOL He will never be able to retire. Life is about choices. Just glad I had mine when I was young and full of energy. All my oldest are awesome students and also have sport and musical talents. My grand daughter was playing at the LA Convention Center and went in as number one seed. They won every game. There were scouts all over the place and even though she is just a Sophomore she had all kinds of scouts interested in her. The would come up to the coach as ask if he had a real good player with grades and he would say 'sure do, Kail". So they would watch a game and then come up to my Son and daughter in law and tell them they would be following her next year. It was funny because the first scout was from Stephen's Women's college and that is where I went to school. I was tickled by that. So I know how very proud you are of your grand daughter. I also had son's that were great baseball players and I so enjoyed that time of my life. I am going to go now and write another segment to this blog. I need to post a few more pictures also. I would love to see a face with your profile. Remember I told you that my Mark was named Mark because I never met a Mark that wasn't a nice guy. My Mark is the father of Kali. I can't believe how much smarter my grand kids are than I was and I had great grades. Hope you are having a terrific day honey xx Judy
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I am going kidn of fast forward though my divorce from Tom. I did leave on the day my youngest went to college. I went to live with my brother. I was very upset and just cried myself to sleep every night. My brother, who is very successful, was between jobs and he counseled me. Tom was send bouguets of flowers to my office (he had never sent me flowers ). He would come into my office crying but I told him I just couldn't continue. My kids were very upset. I think they thought they were being raised by Ozzy and Harriett because we never argued. I didn't love him enough to fight with him. The kids were upset with me because I was the one that left. The divorce drug on for almost four years. Tom would lie in like crazy in regards to finances. I kept telling my attorney that I just wanted out. In California it is 50/50 in long term marriages. Somewhere a long the way Tom found out that I had been unfaithful ( I had caught him one time, having an affair also ) There was a point that I decided to go for counseling. The kids were so upset and I just didn't know if I was doing the right things. When Tom found out I was having counseling he asked me if he could join me and I said yes. After several sessions it was rather clear that he just want the details of every affair I had. The counself kept trying to pull im out of that but wasn't successful. My father also asked if he could join us and I said yes. My father came in with a letter he wanted to read to Tom. There were numerous things he addressed but in the end he looked up and said "Tom can you get down on your knees and tell Judy that you love her with all your heart?". Tom was quiet for awhile and then said no. My dad stood up and said " you don't deserve my daughter" and walked out. The counselor actually said we should be divorced. Tom wanted me to take the house. I didn't know what I would do with a 7 br/4 1/2 ba house. He wanted all the stock. But in the end I took 1/2 of the stock and that was about it. I didn't ask for 1/2 of both of his retirements (which I was entitled too) My lawyer told me I was the dumbest client she had ever had and I guess I was but I wanted to be able to buy my own home and own furniture. The last two years, while I was fighting with Tom, I lived with one of my former neighbors, who had gotten divorced a few years before me. She had four kids that were real good friends with my kids. Terry and I had a ball. We would go out dancing and drinking a couple of nights a week. We were dating but nothing serious. We use to go to a beautiful rest/bar/dance floor down in Newport Beach. It had a piano bar and the fineist piano player I had ever heard. He could play anything. One night Terry and I couldn't get into the piano bar area and had a table when we looked at Rich playing and could see a couple of people at the end of the bar. All of sudden the guy was waving at us. We didn't know what was going on. When the bar maid came by I told her this jerk was waving at us. She said " oh that Larry and he wants you to get me". So off she went. Soon she returned and said he wanted to buy us a drink. I said no thanks and she said Larry is a real nice guy and take the drinks so we did. She brought the drinks and Terry and I were just talking. All of a sudden Larry staggers over with a drink in his hand and asks if he could join us. No more were the words out of his mouth did he spill his drink down the front of my dress. Then fanickly he was trying to wipe it off with his hands. I was digusted and call for the bar to bring me a napkin. In the meantime, he sits down between Terry and I. He was in a indent conversation with her and I just danced with a couple of guys. I figured he was interest in Terry. She was a beautiful woman and that happened at times but Terry and I were never jealous of each other. Later the flower girl came by with he basket of flowers and Larry said "how much for all the basket and flowers for this young lady" (pointing at me). So she sat it one the table and Larry said put it on my tab. Then he said " could I take you young ladies to dinner tomorrow night at the Arches ( most expensive rest. in Newport) Terry said great before I could open my mouth and he said he would send a limo for us. When Terry and I got home that night she said he was the most interesting man she had every talked too and I think you will marry him. I started laughing and told her she was crazy. The limo arrived and Larry was inside. I kind of figured he was a little older than both of us but a nice looking man. When we arrived at the Arches it seemed that everyone knew him....especially at the bar. We were headed to our booth and ordered. Had a marvelous meal and he was paying more attention to me and I found him very interesting also. When the bill came, I noted they had his cc number on file. Tom always went over every reciept and that use to drive me crazy, so it was impressive that Larry paid no mind to it...in fact there wasn't any thing he had to sign. When we went out to the limo he stopped me before I followed Terry in and asked if I would have dinner with him the next night. I said yes and he said he would pick me up at four pm and we would have dinner in Palm Springs. I said Iam not spending the night with you and he said " of course not, I have a plane and I will be flying you out there for dinner". When were got home and I told Terry what he had told me and that I was going, she siad again "this is the guy you will be marrying". I laughed again and went to bed. TOMORROW I WILL WRITE THE NEXT SEGMENT.
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Hi Terry dear, I am glad you like black whites also. Believe this marriage will be much more erotic. My Daddy always was there for the rescue. Terry was funny about it. She was dating a guy that was marked and that was a stressful thing for her. I just laid down to watch some tv about 11am and work up at 2:30. I never do that but guess I needed it. Still anxious to see that splint doctor on Friday. I will let you know what he has to say. My love to you my sweet friend, Judy
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I met Larry at the John Wayne Airport. He had a very nice Centorian 210. It was roomy and sat six people. I climbed up in the cockpit with him and we took off. I had never flown in a private plane before but it seemed to me he was going very fast When we really got over desert terrain he turned to me asked if I could get the screw driver out of the glove box. I said, naively, what do you need a screw driver for and he replied that something was loose on the steering. In horror I asked if he had a parachute in the plane. Well we made it there in 45 minutes and got the plane on the ground and tied down. Then he had rented a Mercedes convertible. He saw I was a woman that belonged in a nice car with the top down. It was summer and very hot and I was kind of happy to have the top down, although, it messed up my hair. Very nice dinner at Wallys (still the finest rest. in the valley). Same thing, everyone new his name and had his cc on file. During dinner I told him about my marriage to Tom and that I had four children, I didn't want at man that was judgemental. He listened intently and took my hand several times when a tear would roll down my check. He told me had had been married twice and had three children. Said his ex still lived in the home he had build in Newport. He told me he lived in the Balboa Beach Club and I new that was expensive. He said he married the first wife because she was a knock out and the second because he though she would be a good breeder. I thought that was cute. He said had has a shop in Newport and was an inventor. That sounded so interesting. He asked me if I had every golfed and I said no. He said that will change and that he would teach me. He seemed kind of hyber to me but he was so interesting. When we flew back and he helped me out of the plane, he turned me around and kissed me passionately. He said that he surely hoped we could have another date....soon. And we did date....every night. He was very nice to take Terry with us and she was very taken by him and repeatedly told me " this is the guy for you". I wasn't totally sold. He did smoke like a smoke stack and he always rented high end cars. I asked if he had a car of his own and he said of course he did but I should be driven in a nice car. He drove like he flew........fast. He never put any pressure on me to have sex with him and I thought that was strange. He also drank a lot. Dewer's on the rocks, no bitters. That it. I told him I liked Teguila and he would order a shot for me with cognac back. It seemed to be important that you had your own drink. We spend a lot of time in the piano bac, listening to Rich play and every time we walked in, Rich would stopped what he was playing and point at Larry and play malaguena. I thought that was a nice touch until I saw that Larry tipped him a 20 every time. LOL I guess the one thing that interested me most about him was he was so opposite of Tom. At some point my brother and sister in law went to dinner with us and later my brother told me he was among the top five men he liked. That was a big statement from my brother in that I knew he formed friendships for life. I had been to his condo a few times but one nice we were on the couch, kissing and things got very hot. He pulled me from him and said he would like to pleasure me but we were not going to have sex yet. So that is what happened and he was good but I just didn't understand why wer couldn't consumate the relationship. One weekend he asked if I wanted to fly to Phoenix for the weekend. I told him yes and when he was loading up the plane I saw he had his clubs. I asked if he was going to play with friends down there and he said no and that he was going to buy me a set of clubs down their. I told him I was glad he hadn't brought them already because I am left handed. He said he already knew that. OK I need to get up and walk around but I will write a long one tomorrow.
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Love reading about you Judy! I can tell that your inner beauty radiates externally. I love women older than I: more confidence, less games, appreciate nice guys and definitely know the pleasures life can offer. Would be honored to have you add me as a friend. Best Wishes and take care. PS I do have pictures if curious and keep up your great blog!
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Hi Judy, well I didn't know you were left-handed, so I am. I would have been asking you for golf tips...lol. Anyway, on the blog about the divorce, reading it thru about Tom, could tell he didn't want the divorce but when your dad asked that question and he said no and your dad's answer back, he knew it was done. This sound like this one is going to be good about Larry and can't wait to read more. Dixie's last treatment is Thursday and then wait two weeks for the final results of it. She said she is really burned in the front and the back and hurts when she goes to the bathroom. A friend from the lake just called me and a EMT came they took her to the hospital, as I am on her ICE list, think I am the only one on it and I just called her cell to see what is going on but no answer, so left a message to call me if she can. I am the only person that knows where the house key she has hidden is at, so I don't know whether to go over or not. If they don't keep her and she comes home, she will be alone and I don't like that. Last time I talked to her was about 3 and she said she had slept most of the day and felt sorta queasy like she had indigestion, well when she called the EMTs she told them she still had that feeling right between her ribs around her left breast. I don't know what to do, stay here and se if she calls or take off over there. Glad your granddaughter's team won all their games, know you are proud of her. Ok, will get this out and decide what I am going to do. xx...Jerry
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Terry a good evening to you. My kids weren't sold on him at first. My parents were a little frightened by him. Like I said, he was so different than Tom. Treated me like a Queen and as so generous. But there is so much more to tell of that marriage and I think it could be a stand alone book of these segments. I won't say more than that at this time though. It's just so nice that you and Jerry follow this blog so completely and I truly appreciate it. Somehow, I developed a new pain in my back today. I am anxious to get to that new doctor on Friday. Hugs to you my dear friend...Judy
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Enjoying...so very nice to know that someone else is following this crazy story also. I know other's do but not many are open enough to post a note. I have often read on the internet that it isn't just a cougar thing but that most younger men would like to experience an older woman for the exact things you stated. Thank you for your beautiful compliments. I am honored that you feel that way and I know you are a sincere, younger man. I would be honored to have you as a friend. Just send me a request and I will surely honor it and I would enjoy seeing your pictures. xoxo Judy
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Good evening to you Jerry dear. If your might remember in the beginning of my blog I said I was born during a black out and they pulled me out by my right arm and paralyzed it. I learned to do everything left handed until I started school and learned to write with my write hand. So they figured out I probably was a natural right handed little girl but have always done everything else left handled except write. I couldn't write left handed if my life depended on it. LOL I am so very sorry to hear that Dixie is having more problems. She has had a rough go of it but is so blessed to have you always ready to be by here side. My guess is that you made that drive tonight so you could be there for her. She is so fortunate to have you there. Yes, this marriage has all kinds of twists and turns. But I can't give it away at this time. There is a lot more too it. Tell Dixie there is a lady out there that thinks she has a great guy in her corner. xx Judy
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Everything was a while wind with Larry. Flying around in the air, doing spins, and other crazy things.He had told me he was an inventor and then mentioned he had invented the Clariol Make Mirror back in the 60's and advertised on the different TY shows. I had one of those at one time and asked him whst was his invention part and he told me that the cord for the light was encased in metal tubing and that allowed you to bend the light in different directions. He held the patent on that and had a huge factory that manufactured it. He told me he made millions but his ex wife got most of that. LOL He hadn't taken me to his shop yet and when he finally did, my mouth fell open. What a mess it was but he knew where everything was. He had built his own machinery also. He always had three projects going at once. Or if he was working intently on something, he would get a new idea and off he would go. I know he had quite a few patent things that were in catalogs and he sold a lot of them at that time. I was still married and Tom was making things so complicated. Larry didn't like him at all but I had to make him keep his mouth shut. Larry continued to drive me wild with oral sex but alway kept his pants on. I asked him why and he said " I know you have been with a lot of men and I would like to make sure you are alright". I said that was crazy, I am a nurse and if you are worried about that you shouldn't be going down on me. He kind of brushed me off and didn't answer and I didn't want to go any further with it either. He rented an apartment and we moved in together. I was working and he was working and we went out almost every night. I had met four guys that were his best friends. Every Thursday that met to play golf at the 18 executive course in Newport and Larry took me with him and the guys. I was getting pretty good but some of the guys and Larry were great golfers and I learned how not to hang them up. Of course, I hit the ball straight and they were forever looking for there balls. So I could hit up to them and that is the way we played. LOL I will fast forward alot about Larry and I. It was very convaluted. I finally had my marriage ended with Tom. Two days later, larry wanted to go down to the bar at the golf course. Millie was the bar tender there and she had decorated the bar and all our bar friend and larry's friend and a couple of there wives were there. I thought it was someone's birthday but he led me to the gazabo that had been brought in and got down on his knees and asked me to marry him. What he said was what he told me before " I married the first broad because she was a knock out, the second because she was a breeder but I want to marry you because I love you, will you marry me" I said yes and the place errupted. Terry was there of course. He put a 2 karat Marqui rock on my finger. Then he said he had an engagement present for me and he led me to the parking lot where a brand new Mercedes 550st hard top convertible sat. I was an 1986 and he had brought it for me when he met me in 86 and kept it over at his friend's factory. He said "my girls needs a car that is a beautiful as she is". One friend said " you better marry her before she drives away in it " He answered, I am going to put her in bell jar so I can just look at her all the time. I was deliriously happy and even though the sex issue was there, he always made sure I was satisfied. He did like to watch alot of porno. I had never seen that before but we would watch it together and then he would attack me. I liked that it didn't matter where we had sex. A few weeks later I was changing the bed and saw some blood stains on his side. When I asked him about it said he had some rectal bleeding at times. I was totally alarmed and told him that we needed to get him to a gastroendorolist immediated. He said he was ok but I said I won't marry you if you don't go. So I went with him and they scheduled him for a colonoscopy the next day. I sat in the waiting room and even before he woke up the told me he had a large cancerous tumor in the colon. I almost fainted. Things went so quickly and before I knew it he went in for surgery. Until he was put in a room I didn't even know he would be on bag. I have never seen a patient so frantic when he came too. Of course he wanted a cigarette and that was forbidden. He was trying to pull out his iV's and screaming at me to take him outside so he could smoke. He finally realized that he was on a bag and asked me to leave the room. He was like a caged animal and I left because I kind of felt like that too. Of course I knew he was terrified but they had put him in restraints so he wouldn't pull the bag off. His son was there and I told him not to go in because his father was reacting terribly. So he and I went and got something to eat. When I came back later he was again screaming at me to get him out of her and get these cuffs off. You couldn't reason with him and I just left and went home and cried myself to sleep.......... I HAD A DENTAL APPOINTMENT THIS MORNING AND I HAVE ANOTHER ONE THIS AFTERNOON. I AM GETTING PREPARED FRO ALL NEW TEETH. I WILL WRITE MORE LATER.
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Hi Judy, that is great so far on Larry but as I was reading it and he was only performing oral on you, I said to myself, he has a illness she isn't aware of and bet it is colon cancer and I was right. I know that just about killed you to find that out and him keeping it from you. I know you wanted so much to help him all you could but you knew you couldn't do what he wanted you to do for him. I was intrigued with the world wind romance and Terry was right all along with this is the guy you will marry. I now that you mentioned it I do remember the first part of the blog and about your right arm, forgive me for being so dumb, guess my CRS kicked in. I love the black and white photos that you put on here and the last one on this page. Will go to the next page and tell about Dixie......xoxxo...Jerry
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I hope the two trips to the dentist went ok and you are doing alright and if I remember you have a apt tomorrow with your DR. Anyway, on Dixie, her white blood cells were down and she was dehydrated again. I didn't make it over there to be with her but the friend that was with her went and got her from the ER. She said today they are going to hook her to an iv and to give her fluids and this is her last treatment and now the wait of two weeks to see if it took care of the problem or not. If not she said she will not wear a bag and will live out her life with quality and not quanity. If she gets a all clear, there is going to be one hell of a party at the lake where she lives. I got to head for the florist as one of my classmates died Tuesday night and we always get a wreath for our departed members of our class. Hope you are doing better and looking forward to more on the story of Larry.....xoxox.............Jerry
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Well, so nice to see my two loyal posters here this morning. Terry dear, I have a lot more dental appointments in my hear future. Having all my front teeth, top and bottom replaced. I will be so happy when that is all finished. I was going to have it done in Mexico but the dentist next door to Wayne gave us such a deal and I am so relieved to be under his care. I know the dentist in Mexico does good work but I never could understand them because they don't speak English and as nurse I always have questions. This dentist explains everything to me and is so gentle and has state of the art equipment. Yesterday I had three quadrants deep cleaned and my gums lassoed Next week they will do the fourth quadrant and the same thing. Then we start the big work. Well this marriage has a lot more twists and turns. Stay tuned honey Glad you liked the last picture
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Jerry good morning to you. I hopefully can write another segment to this today. Not sure but I will try. This was a ten year marriage that had so many things happen. I think I could write a book on it. The minute a saw the blood I knew it was a bad scenario. Larry wasn't a man you could easily get to a doctor. I was kind of surprised he went as my urging. I just found a picture of Terry and myself when I was living with her. She is gone now and I think of her every day but there is more to write about her. Honey I didn't expect you to remember about my arm. This is a long blog and I know that you and Terry are reading it from the beginning but even I have to go back sometimes to check if I am repeating myself. LOL I know you told me that Dixie is a little gal. It's important that she eat and drink a lot of water. Now she is dehydrated and that is dangerous. The fact that she has made the decision not to wear a bag, disturbs me. I don't think she is thinking about how painful cancer can be if it spreads to other organs. I have often told Wayne that if I were dx'd with pancreatic cancer I would travel to Oregon and go out peacefully. But I am not so vain that I wouldn't wear a bladder or colon bag. My daddy wore a bladder bag for 15 years. The only thing he every complained about was that it made him impotent. I do have an appointment with the Spinal physician tomorrow and I am anxious about that. My main concern is that I can get off the pain medication. I am hoping they can do something to eliminate that. xx Judy
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PS I am very sorry to hear about your classmate. We get to this time of life and it seems like I loose a good friend every six months. I know in the last two years I have lost 8 close friends. Last one was my secretary who fought non Hoskins Lymphoma for twenty years and died at 58. I agave the urology at her funeral and said that she should be the poster girl for cancer. She always had a smile on her face and went though 40 rounds of chemo in those years. She would go up stairs and have 4 hours of chemo and come back to work. She was amazing. xoxo
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Terry and I in our late forties
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Gorgeous ladies at any age.
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enjoying, thank you sweetie. Terry was my best friend from 1968 until 2012 when she passed. I have this picture right in front of me and tell her good morning every day. We had so much fun together. I have a few more pictures to post from those times when we were divorced and out dancing three nights a week. LOL So glad you are following this blog and posting to it. I really appreciate not going back and forth from here to my inbox. Makes it so much easier. Hope you have a fabulous Friday. xx
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I really didn't spend much time visiting with him there. The nurses and doctors were upset with him and they said he was demanding this and that. I knew that it was a terrible thing that he was now aware he would wear a bag. After five days they called me one morning and said they were releasing him early because they caught him smoking in the bathroom. I don't know who gave him a cigaretee, it surely wasn't me. So I picked him up and he smoked all the way home. He did apologize to me but I wasn't in the mood to accept that. I was very quiet on that drive. We got home and he said he was going to go down to the shop. I said "are you crazy"but he left. I called his best friend down there and told him Larry was on his way and would he babysit him for me. I was so confused. We had sent out 200 invitations to our wedding just before this happened. I got on the phone and called almost everyone and told them the wedding was on hold. I spent that day wondering if it was in my best interest to marry this man? I was so shocked by his behavior. Terry said you can leave him because he got sick. I knew that was true. I had to tell myself that if it was I who got sick would he leave me and I knew he wouldn't. So I put that out of my head. He had all kinds of problem with the bag. The tapes wouldn't adhere to his skin. He didn't go to the doctor with that problem he was going to fix it himself. He would take the bag off and spray his skin with hair spray and then use duct tape. I was horrified but the bag had broken once in out bed and he was so embarrassing that he left for about 12 hours. I had such a mess to clean up. So I know he was terrified that would happen again. But the duct tape worked for him and what was I to say. One night I was slicing an avocado and I sliced my little finger to the bone. I was bleeding profusely and I grabbed a towel and asked him to take me to the ER. He said just put pressure on it and hold on. He ran upstairs and came down with my Super Glue. I said " what in the hell are you doing, i need this stitched". He grabbed my hand and the second he removed the towel he squeezed the cut and squirted the super glue on it. I thought he was nuts but I am telling you that I can't even see the a scar where I sliced my finger. The super glue worked. He explained it was water based so I wouldn't get an infection and he was right. He was so far ahead of the medical world that now uses super glue in surgery. But believe me, he scared me to death at times. Another thing that I kind of over looked and didn't think about it soundly was that he was a P51 fighter pilot in WW2, All his friends knew that. Larry didn't have a tooth in his head either. He had crashed one plane and lost all his teeth. He only wore upper dentures which he cleaned with Ajax. LOL The chemo people were bugging me like crazy. I had told Larry that I thought it was best if he only had radiation. He and I actually agreed on that and he did go though it. They told him if they had got it all and they didn't see it had spread that they would put him back together in a year and a half. He was encouraged by that. So I made the decision to get busy on the wedding plans. We set it up for Vegas at Bally's. They had a chapel that would hold all our friends and family. Of course, Terry was to be my maid of honor. So we went to get the marriage licence and that was the first time I noticed, he had lied to me about his age. He was 23 years older than I was. I didn't even say anything because we had 200 people up there for the wedding and I couldn't ended it now. I knew he had the energy of a 40 year old and except for yelling at me in the hospital he had treated me like a queen. But is was something I should have figured out myself. I just believed he was 10 years older and didn't give it any mind. The morning of the wedding, Terry treated both of us to a massage, hair cut, make up done and our clothes to change into. While was in the chair, the gal asked me about my fiance and Terry said he was very unique man and I said he was half crazy. In the meantime, Larry got into his tux and was with his son. He was headed toward the salon to pick me up but he told his son he needed som lip gloss ( his lip were all cracked from the radiation). So he goes into this place and grabs some Red Lip Stick instead of asking where the lip gloss was. He and his son were practically running down the aisle because he was late and takes this out and spears it all over his lips turns into the salon and the girl, in shock, says " that must be him" LOL I got it cleaned off for him and asked them for some vaslilene. I guess I should have run the other direction but I married him that day and the rest of the day was wonderful. TOMORROW I WILL CONTINUE. I HAVE AN APPOINTMENT WITH A SPINAL SPECIALIST TODAY AND HOPEFULLY HE CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY BACK. WISH ME LUCK
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Good morning Judy, Hoping that you are doing well and good news from the doctor. Take care of you, as you are a very special lady. Thanks for sharing a part of you and your gorgeous eyes, smile, and sensuous curves. Best Wishes!
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Terry she was beautiful inside and out and such a dear friend. My doctors appointment was frustrating. I will start some cortisone injection but they never helped me in the past. If they don't he said I would just have to stay on pain medication. I am serious thinking about investigating medical marijuana. My internist suggested it to me. She doesn't write prescriptions for it but believes it is valuable. I don't know yet. Well there is a lot more to write about this marriage. I think it will be interesting. Hugs and kisses my sweet friend.
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enjoying ty for your sweet post here. It makes it so more fun for me when people that are following it leave me a post. Otherwise I don't know if they are enjoying it. LOL Like I told Terry, above, wasn't really happy about the Spinal doctors dx. Didn't leave me with any options really. I am hoping the cortisone shots will work. I am so happy that you like my eyes. They really are green but kind of mood eyes because they change colors. They look very dark in that picture but if you see other pictures they are lighter most of the time. Having a wonderful weekend and I will respond to your other message. xx Judy
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Play, so nice of you to comment. I do hope you can grab a beer. Sit back and start at the beginning. I want people to really know me. I understand I am wordy and I post the pictures to keep people interested but I do think I have a lot to share that everyone could relate to certain parts. I have a lot more to write about the second marriage and the third. I would even pay for the beer. LOL Yes mine are very dark when I where colors like I have on in the picture. Unlike you, I can change my eye makeup to really make them green and sometimes yellow. My husband's have always been able to see the color change during sex. Ty for accepting my invitation and ty for taking the time to post here. xx Judy
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No time to write this weekend so I just thought I would post a picture for all you nice people
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Thank you always for sharing your beautiful smile Judy!
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Enjoying, it is men like you that make me smile babe.
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Hi Judy, am back from Dixie's place, went for the weekend as she needed some help with things. She is better and I am sure you will get into what the radiation did to Larry> As for her, picture the worse sunburn you can and add about 3 degrees to it, and you have a fried body, that is how her lower extremities look. It will be 2 months before she finds out the final results if it did any good or not. I as thinking he had to be a lot older than you thought since you said he was in WWII. That is a great picture of the two of you and you such soft, sensual, eyes any man would love to look into as the eyes are the body to the soul. I do hope the shots will do you some good but they are only good for 6 months and then the pain comes back. Your internist has the right idea and if you can get it, do so. Dixie does once In awhile and it does help her with the pain. Terry was a very beautiful woman like you and am sure the two of you had a some great times together and that is nice the way you always say good morning to her and am sure you add more ot it on how much you miss her. xox...Jerry
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Well Dixie is in the hospital overnight for she is dehydrated once again. When I was there over the weekend, I made sure she drank a lot of water so she could keep her kidneys flushed out but guess after I left yesterday, she didn't drink to much. I don't think she really realizes that she has to drink a lot regardless of how much it hurts for her to urinate it out cause she is burned so bad. Hope you find out something good tomorrow with the spinal Dr. xox...Jerry
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Two things plaqued my mind. Why did he lie to me about his age and why didn't he have intercourse with me. As a nurse I was rather assured that his colon surgery could cause impotency. But I truly believed he was impotent when I met him and blamed it on my past. The age issue I could pass on but the impotency issue hurt me. Now he was dealing with wearing a bag and I didn't want to start an arguement. I felt sorry for him that is was such a problem and word break and he would be so embarrassed. I did gently bring it up to him for time to time. He tried all the pills but that didn't really help. Then he would be frustrated. One day he came home with a raging hard on and practically attacked. He didn't cum much but the hardness surely worked for me and I could go down on him and pleasure him. He told me he had been to the doctors and this was an experimental drug and that he told them that he couldn't just come into the office and race home for me. So, low and behold, they taught him to inject himself and gave him a vail. As a nurse, I was kind of horrified. He wouldn't let me inject him though. So we used that for a couple of year and it worked fine. During this time my folks started get weaker. I had caregivers with them but one thing or another would happen and maybe the night shift person wouldn't be available. So I would have to drive up there and spend the night. My mother had been dx'd with Alsheimers and she would get up and take of walking around the community. Dad would call me and say Mom is missing and I would get up and try to find her. I knew she couldn't get out of the community because it was gated, but I would find her sitting in the middle of a street and bring her home. She didn't know who I was and most of the didn't know who Daddy was. Larry and I would take them out for dinner and she would start sqmiring in her seat. I would get her up to go to the restroom but she would just stand there and pee. If I every get that, I will go to Oregon and have myself put out of the misery I would be causing Wayne and my children. That is a legal requist I have documented. The I finally got a caregive that would stay 24/7 and that was a relief. She was a black gal and very caring of both of them. I did have a wonderful Mexican gal that worked the weekend sometimes. This was expensive but Dad was in good shape finacially. Some thing started to concerned me about the black gal. A big thing was that a neighbor finally told me that when she went to buy groceries she would come back and put a couple bags in her trunk. About the same time I learned that a security system was put in my folks place. I hadn't ordered that found out that the black girls brother was in that business and they decided that it would be good for the folks. That was the moment I blew it. I told her about the groceries and to have her brother uninstall it and refund the money....which I never got. I felt terrible because regardless of these things, my parents were comfortable with her. I apologized to her but that I just couldn't have her working with them any longer. She cried like a baby but I stood my ground. At that point the Juanita came to work and worked every day and night. I don't know how many of you have had parents that were getting feeble and landed in your care. It's a big job. My brother's lived in Texas and were no help at all. Juanita was grand and she really loved my parents. She kept the house clean, cooked wonderful meals for them. My Dad was a diet controlled diabetic so he ate the same thing every night. A piece of broiled salmon and some fresh vegetables. Mom would eat anything. Juanita never called me with a problem. In the meantime, Larry had be dx'd with infuzema. He was put on Oxygen 24/7. Tanks were delivered to the house and he had miles of tubing in the house and at the shop so he could get around. This was before they had the packs that people can wearing. He had tanks in the car and he would have the oxygen in his nose and smoking. I was terrified he would get in an accident and blow up the car and hurt someone else and I would be sued. There was nothing I said that made him change his mind about anything. I quit smoking to try to encourage him but nooooooooooooo. About that time I told Juanita that I needed to move Mom and Dad in with me. She could take care of them while I was working. She was ok with that. She has a couple of kids in school and things to do with them. Larry was getting more agatated and difficult to dearl with. The shot wasn't working as well and although he was not in pain he will filled with fright and more and more dependent on the oxygen. One Friday he came home with a pretty, provocative dress for me. I said, what is the occassion and he said he had learned of a dance at a hotel that sounded fun. I ask more questions but he just told me to get dressed and we would go. Something told me this was going to be a dance I would never forget. Juanita was there to watch my folks, Larry was a good dancer ( although he needed his oxygen) and the dressed fit perfectly. So off we went. When we arrived I saw a lot of ladies dressed erotically and some more skimpy than just provocative. I asked him again what I would be walking into but he just took my hand and led me in. He did say I looked like a knock out and I would be the best looking gal there? This is the start of something I never wished to be involved in. I sure many of you have guessed but none of you can imagine how it all played out. I will try to write more tomorrow. Had a tooth pulled yesterday and a little worn out from that.
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Hope that you are doing well Judy and recovering from tooth extraction. Sending TLC your way and have a great weekend Judy! xoxo
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Jerry I am so very sorry that Dixie is suffering so many set back. I know you told me she is a little woman and she needs as much nourishment that she can handle during this times and especially fluids. She is so blessed to have you there. You are her guardian angel for sure. Terry was a truly beautiful woman inside and out and will be forever in my thoughts. I am sorry to hear that once again Dixie is in the hospital and I surely hope your next messages with bring some brighter news honey. I can only hope that is something happens to me Wayne will step up like you have. Hugs and kisses
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Enjoying, hello sweetie. It went like clock work. I have the best dentist in the world. He is going to give me all new teeth and I can hardly wait. Of course, I have to thank my hubby for that because he is paying for it. My teeth are not rotten and I have strong bones above them but they have moved some and I just know I will have a brighter smile. I haven't forgotten about the smoking pictures and I will post some here soon just for you xx Judy
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Terry dear, I have a build up to certain things to set the story. Some isn't as interest as others but if I didn't do it this way it wouldn't have the impact. I really need to do some writing this week because we are leaving for three weeks on the 8th and I won't have any ability to post to my blog. I hope your sinus problem gets resolved honey. I am holding good thoughts for you. I am doing ok and this week they will do the impressions for my teeth and soon I will have them all done and have a much nicer smile. You take care and check back in this week. xx Judy
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Good morning enjoying. Honey I have to search though thousands of pictures to find some. I did run across some when I first looked but didn't save them ...dang. So I will have to spend a couple of hours doing that but I will before I leave. Hope you are having a good weekend and thank you for your nice note. Hugs
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Hi Judy, am back, went over Wednesday and then Thursday had to take her to the hospital for her blood transfusion of 2 units of blood. We were there from 9 that morning till 4 that afternoon. After she got the blood I could see a difference in her color and she said she felt better but she still has problems with her bowel movements hurting her, even if it is just about the size of a rabbit one, it hurts her. Also she would burn when she had to urinate and I said sounds like you have a UTI and she asked what that was and I told her, well she called the clinic at 10:30 that morning and they said would get on it ASAP for an anti-biotic. At 3 that afternoon still hadn't hear anything and called again, now get this, they said well if you can get in here before 5, we will take a urine sample and get the results on Monday. Oh man, she let them have it and said I have been waiting sine 10:30 this morning and you just now tell me something like this. She hung up and called her regular DR and he wasn't in but has had this DR since 1968 and they know her really well. Cyndi, the nurse, said she would call her back when he came in. Well about 4, the clinic called and said we are calling in a script for you for your burning. Her DRs office called back and she told them what was going on and she went for the script and came back and took a pill and later she went to pee and it didn't burn, so it was working. All they have done is give her the runaround but now she is eating solid foods again.....Glad the dentist is going to take care of you and yes I can imagine what the dance you went to was. What was the injection that he was giving himself? xoxoxxo....Jery
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Some people will smile to your face and stab you in the back, that is what the caregiver was doing to you and making money by doing what she did for her brother, good you got rid of her when you did. The next thing you know she would have been stealing checks and forging them. I am glad the shots were working for Larry so he could make love to you and not by oral. xox
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Yes it was a swingers dance. I was surprised at the number of middle aged and older couples. Very few younger couples there. Before we went in I did see an arugment in the parking lot. It seemed that the woman didn't want to go in and they were having an heated arugment about that. I just said to myself that I would see how this all panned out. So we went in and got a table and ordered some drinks. We danced a couple of times and a lot of men asked me to dance but I refused. Very soon a couple joined us at the table. They asked if this was our first time and we said yes. They were very pleasant and told us that there were dances once a month and a few different hotels. One was closer to where we lived. They asked if he could dance with me and she could dance with Larry. I said maybe after awhile. I started to see couple dancing with the two women in the middle and their husband on the outside. I studied what was going on and I wasn't uncomfortable but I was sure this was rather harmless. The couple with us said that many rent a room for the night and hook up with another couple. Many of you probably have some experience with this and know a lot more about it than I did that night. On the way home Larry was telling me that he thought this would be fun because I could have sex with other men and enjoy men who were not impotent. I didn't argue with him but I told him I married him "for better or for worse, in sickness and in health". I also told him I didn't need another man and I was too busy with working and taking care of Mom and Dad and worrying about him. No one at the dance was with a man on oxygen? In my marriage to Tom I had been unfaithful because he was rather asexual and never went down on me. Larry was a good lover orally. I did miss the joy of intercourse but I knew he couldn't help himself. He started, almost demanding, that we go to more dances. I wasn't afraid of the dances but I just didn't want to take it beyond that point. We seemed to always be sitting with the couple we met first. I really liked her. She was about my age and a kindergarten teacher. He husband was a real nice man. She had had a double mascectomy and he dressed her like his babydoll for the dances. They had a strong marriage and she said she was bi and he enjoyed seeing her with other women. They both smoked and seemed to accept Larry's problem. The were also nudist and said that they spent the weekends at a place called Morningside Inn, in Palm Springs. Asked if we wanted to join them some weekend. Larry was very excited about that. I was kind of hesitant but I did feel comfortable with Ann and Bob. I especially liked her but had no intention of being with other women. The dances were kind of fun. Larry bought me some lovely, erotic dresses to wear and I got alot of attention. I decided to join a swinger site on the internet to see what I could find out about this Lifestyle. I can't remember the name of it but chatted with a lot of people there. One thing that stuck me was that men usually pushed their wives into it, with the idea if she attracted other couples, he would have the advantage of being with other women. That didn't always work out. Many times the other wife wasn't interested in him. That cause a lot of problems and to me it seemed that was the downside of this lifestyle. So one weekend we did go out to Palm Spring with Bob and Ann. I could believe that this place was one street off the main drag in Palm Springs. It was a nice little motel with a twelve foot fence around the entire property. Nice pool and clean little rooms with enclosed patios. I was so impressed that Anne was a nudist. She had no breast at all and had nipples grafted on her chest. He was so proud and caring of her. One of the strongest women I had ever met. Larry was the most uncomfortable about being nude. All the people there came in all kinds of sizes. I do think I was in better shape than most of them but I experience with nude resorts had not been sexual. They served breakfast in the pool area and hot dogs and hamburgers for lunch. In the evening people went out to eat. We did that the first day and the four of us kind of hung out together. By the second day, i was nervous and kind of excited about what was going to happen that night. We spend the day by the pool and in it. I saw that some of the couples were going up to rooms for a couple of hours and then coming back for lunch or more time in the sun. We decided we would go to dinner and out to dancing that night. We all were drinking and rather "lit" when we came back. Bob said he would fix drinks when we got home and they also brought a "joint" to the patio outside our bedroom. Anne was sitting on Larry's lap and Bob started kissin me on the lounge chair. Then I saw that Anne was going down on Larry and Larry had his eyes on me. Before I knew it we were in on the bed. Bob went down on me while he held Anne's hand. She was still down on Larry and when Bob started screwing me both of them stopped and watch. I hadn't gotten off like that in a long time. I felt comfortable with it. They were good friends and I still was so impressed with Anne and her attention to Larry. He went down on her also and she seemed to enjoy it. So it was a couple with one impotent man and a women that was so comfortable with herself, regardless of what she had lost but was cancer free. We didn't talk much on the way home. I think Larry had enjoyed it and I can say that I didn't. So that was our first experience in the swinger Lifestyle. I will try to write a lot more this week before we leave for Newport Beach this weekend for three weeks. I won't be able to post on my blog or post pictures anywhere. I will just be able to answer messages in my in box. My phone nor my Ipad won't allow me to do anything else. That is frustrating but just can't figure out how I can do that.
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Jerry what an ordeal Dixie has gone though. I am so happy she has you there to get though all of this. The Medical world is nothing like it was when I was nursing or running the three offices for my OB/GYN friend. We never kept people waiting for anything. Now it's a mess. Lawyers and insurance companies have caused most of the problems. Doctor have to see three times as many patient's to make the money they did seeing one. The have to adjust off so many dollar that insurances won't pay. I am glad she is doing better now and eating and having more energy. I hope, beyond hope, that she has and will appreciate all you have done for her. I should have had you as a caregiver for my folks. LOL It was lucky that they neighbor told me she was stealing food. I was blessed to have found Juanita though. She was an angel and I could never repay her for all the helped she gave my folks and me. I could always rest my mind from a lot of things when I knew she was with them. I hope my note hear finds Dixie continuing to improve. Hugs to you my dear friend Judy
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Enjoying these are per your request I have better ones but didn't have time to peruse all my pictures.
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Thanks for your sexy pics Judy, I appreciate your effort in finding them. Thanks for also telling about yourself. I hope all of your medical appointments are put on hold and that you have an enjoyable vacation. Take care and have some fun! xoxo
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Enjoying it was my pleasure. I had some better ones but I got tired of going though sets. If I find more in the future I will post them for you. I am doing a lot better and will wait to see another doctor when I return, maybe not if I feel as good as I do right now. I will have to continue with my dental work but that should go quickly. This trip is one we can drive to in Newport Beach. That is where I lived for 35 year and I have a lot of good friends to visit. Looking forward to being by the Pacific again. xx Judy
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Hi Judy, well Dixie went to the Dr. today just for a follow up after the blood transfusion on Thursday, seems these people never do a follow up on anything one you are gone. I told her when she is over all this and gets a all clear that she never go back to these people for a thing. It is always something that she gets the runaround about and some could care less about doing anything at all. I hope you are doing alright and looking forward to the upcoming vacation starting this weekend. I like the new pictures, as always they are all so sexy and sensual, one seems to be better than the other but would be hard to pick out one for the best. Oh I got to go to the VA in Memphis and have another CT scan on my lung, they found a spot on there in 2013, had one again in 2014 in November and now another one and it will be like the other two, nothing but a spot...Take care..xox Jerry
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Jerry, like I said before, the medical world is run by lawyers and insurance companies and it's a mess. I live here in the desert and Wayne says the average age is "deceased". The elderly gentleman that brought me out here and saved my life has a terrible infection in his foot. He is 89 now and if he were younger they would probably amputate his leg. But because of his age they are amputating on toe at a time and I don't know how many antibiotics they have tried, nothing works. He will die of this and it breaks my heart. When I was living with him he was dx'd with a cancer on his tonsil. Instead of removing his tonsil they radiated his entire head. That took away all his ability to produce saliva, taste and smell. He has lived on a supplement for all these years and has to drink water constantly. Never complained once about it. He walked me down the aisle when I married Wayne and is like a father to me. I hope Dixie can get better help in the future. I am delight you like the pictures. Most are when I was in my early 60's but I have posted recent pictures and I hope people can see that I have worked hard to stay in shape and don't look that much old. I am also sure that will start changing but I will never have plastic surgery and will just go with the flow. I am glad your doctors are on top of this spot and are keeping you safe and cancer free. I hope that is the case this time and I am confident it will be. You take care sweet man. Give my best to Dixie also. xx Judy
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We usually went with Bob and Anne to most dances. One weekend they took us to a swinger house in Warner Springs, for the weekend. It was rather quaint. They had it set up with a bar and dance floor with mirror on the walls and a pole to dance on. They were three hot tubs ouside and a hugs swimming pool indoors. There were also little cubicles made of ply wood with a mattress on the floor and small space for a suitcase. They served breakfast, lunch and a sit down dinner every night. It was owned by a younger fellow and there were probably 50 couples there. A few brought an extra woman with them. No single men at all. Anne had told me the dinners were formal and what to bring. I had some unusual and nice pieces I brought with me. There was a lot going on that first night and I did my best to figure out how we fit in there. We had gone to a lot of different venues at this poing and Larry kept pushing me to be with other men and I wasn't comfortable with that except with Bob and Anne. I also had noticed that there was a lot of drinking every time we went some place. I notice also that the women were drinking a lot and that their husband's were pushing the drinks to them. Larry drank a lot more than I did. I wanted to be as sober as possible. Prior to this place we had been to some very large swinger places. One was a huge venue in Devore, CA. There would be 600 people there, packed. Sometimes, Limo's would come carrying porno starts that everyone seemed to know. I did talk with one gal and had an interesting conversation with her. They had a big dance floor there with a pole and alot of younger couple. Some of the younger wives would get on the pole and danced to heavy metal music and climbed the pole and just like you might see in a club. Later, in the evening, when a lot of couples were downstairs, hooking up, I would give the DJ a song I wanted to dance too. Something more like my video on my profile. I got a lot of attention from that because it was so unusual. Larry told me that one of the Porno producers had come to him and asked if I would do a movie. Larry seemed excited about that but you can guess what my answer was. Down stairs at the place that had a room where one or two couples could go into. It was a two way mirror and there were couches where you could watch them. There were sex swings and all kind of rooms. Generally, we would just walk around and watch. One night we did get in that room with Anne and Bob but I didn't want to leave my comfort zone. Back to Warner Springs. Larry was pushing to go their every weekend. I was busy working and I knew that sometimes he didn't want to bring his oxygen with him and that made me nervous. I remember one night when I said I didn't want to go and he threw a fit. He said we were going and I said no. He went out in and pulled the car out and started honking. I went out and told him to come in the house but he wouldn't stop. I saw that a few of the neighbor had come out to see what was going on. So I told him I would get dressed and packed and go. We fought all the way there and I was livid. He was so stubborn though and things were getting out of hand. I know that people felt sorry for me that he was smoking with oxygen in his nose and that scared alot of people, like it did me. I know he was getting weaker because sometimes he would have oxygen in his nose and mouth. Like I said before, he wasn't in pain but filled with anxiety, not being able to catch a breath. His oxygen satuation numbers kept falling. His Pulmonary physician was about ready to "drop" him and I had to beg him not too. When we got there, he started drinking immediately. I was visiting with people we had met there before. Larry proceeded to get very drunk and came to me and said there were three men that wanted to me with me. I was livid but I didn't want to make a scene, so I consented. We went to a room with them after he promised he would use his oxygen and not smoke in there. It kind of a blurr to me, regarding all that went on. I did know these guys and their wives wanted to watch also. I wasn't frightened but I was inwardly not a happy camper. I know that the men were gentle with me. One was down on me, another was sucking my nipples and another kissing me. I did feel some of the ladies hands on me and one held my hand. Everyone knew I wasn't bi so none of that happend. I went to another place in my mind and started to get very turned on. I know each of them men had intercourse with me and I don't kow how many times I got off. I am highly, multi-orgasmic to this day. Always had been, since Tony. I did demand that these men wear rubbers and that was the norm at these kind of places. Larry was drunk as a skunk and I took him to the curb and went to take a shower. When I came back the people in the cube next to use were going at it hot and heavy and I thought they were going to knock the wall down. I stuck my head in there and asked if they could stop kicking the wall and they guy asked me to join them. LOL I crawled back into our cube and Larry said he needed to use the restroom. Another thing I hadn't mentioned was that when they elimated the bag an put Larry back together he had some fecal incontinence problems that we had dealt with. So I said I would help him to the restroom but he was drunk and orney as hell. I followed him and he shit his pants that there was shit all the way there. Now I had to get that cleaned up and I just wanted to go home. At this point I am just trying to make you understand what I was dealing with. There had been times when he pushed to do things and then would get angry if I looked like I was having fun. I was dealing with him. Trying to work, Mom was in never, never land and my Dad was saddened with her and mostly in a wheelchair now. I don't know what I would have done without Juanita. She was my angel. She knew about the swinging that was going on. I had to cry on someone's shoulder. Even though she was a devote Catholic she loved me and I loved her. I WILL WRITE ONE MORE SEGMENT BEFORE I LEAVE ON SATURDAY FOR THREE WEEKS. IT WILL BE A LONG ONE BECAUSE I WILL TAKE IT UP TO 2001. I AM LUCKY I AM HERE TO WRITE THIS AFTER ALLL THAT WENT ON DURING THOSE YEARS.
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Just figured out we are leaving on Friday. Bummer and I am not packed. I will post a few pictures today and hopefully write a new segment tomorrow.
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Hi Judy, sounds like this is going to get to the stage of some roughness from Larry on down the road in this part of it. I know you weren't interested in doing this and was only going to the dances for his sake, plus trying to work, take care of your mom and dad to. I thought I had better get in here and say have a good vacation and you will hear from me on the regular email while you are gone. Dixie went fishing yesterday, was out in the sun for about 4 hours and was just drained. When she called and told me that last night, I said you know better than to be in the sun that long with the chemo and radiation still in your system and you getting dehydrated so easily. She said I had on a straw hat and suntan lotion and I went right back at her and said, that makes no difference as you weren't in a shade, you were in the bass boat in the middle of the lake and the sun beating down on you and if you go today and do that I am coming over there and spanking your already sore ass. She just said never happen and I said well I might be sitting on your dock when you get back in and ask how long you were out there and she said you better not be. I like to keep her guessing. Do have a great time and you will be missed on here but we will wait patiently for you to get back. xoxox.....Jerry
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My life was getting more and more complicated and Larry was pushing me and himself too hard. I didn't like the swing scene. I had made a lot of good friend's that understood my situation and kind of protected me. When we would go to these places I was deluged with men wanting to have sex with me. Their wives were not interest in Larry though and that caused even more problems. Larry had found out about a Lifestye convention in Vegas and he was hot to go. I had met the man that started Lifestyles at a party one night. He was hot to have me but I wasn't interested in that. I did talk to him for about 10 minutes and found out he had been a swinger all his life and had organized the Lifestyle organization. The head quarters were in Buena Park, Ca and that was about 20 miles from my home and very close to where I worked. I never mentioned it before in this blog but I had been Mayor of the town where I raised my children. It's a funny story as to why I didn't run for a second term but I will stick that in another place in this story. I did have back ground with organization and voluntering, etc, etc,. So I dropped by the HQ's one day and asked if they needed a partime worker to help with the Convention. They were shorthanded and jumped at the opportunity to hire me. I just worked about 2 hrs a day, three days a week. Part of my stradigy was to have something I could talk to people about when we went to places and I didn't want to hook up. Larry was kind of excited that I was working with the organization and I was relieved. I did work it at the parties and that kept me out of situations I didn't want to be in. Larry was getting weaker and weaker and still working every day. He has several patents that were selling fairly well. When he came home though he was exhausted but still continued to smoke three packs of cigarettes a day. I had lost a great deal of respect for him but my compassionate nature still wanted to care for him. So we went to the convention. There were thousands of couples there and they took over the entire Flamingo Hotel. I hope I can fine a picture of the dress I had made for the last night of the convention. I had bought a beautiful , forest green, velvet, strapless dress on sale for 99 dollars at Saks. It was orginally priced at 800. It fit me perfectly. I took it to a tailor and asked him to remove the entire back of the dress and seam it down the sides. Then I bought rhinestone rope and laced it across the back of the dress. I was bare ass naked in the back except for the rhinestones. I was very busy at the convention greeting people and working on table settings for the dinners and a dozen other things. In the basement of the Flamingo is where are the sexual items were displayed. It would blow your mind to walk though the rows and rows of vendors. I had worked to get some of them there and I was interested in what they were displaying. I did tell Larry that I would like a gold bikinni and he had one of the vendor make me one that fit like I was born in it. The day we picked it up we walked around some more. We walked by one booth and the guys practially jumped over the table to get to me. The owned the Swinger 50+ magazine. I had no interest in that but they starting talking to Larry about filming me for their issue. I kept telling them and him I wasn't interested but Larry was bursting at the seams and making a scene about it. They wanted me to go with them to another hotel where they were filming. Finally I said I would go over there but I didn't want to be filmed. So we got in a van with them and went there. When we got to the floor where they were filming I saw and heard all kinds of things going in the rooms. The oldest women being filmed was 84 and later I had a long conversation with her. I also heard that the photographer were yelling at the women to "spread it, touch it, show it " etc. It rather sickened me. Finally they took me to the room where they assumed they would film me. Larry was talking to them like they were long lost friends and I was pissed. The photographers were very young and kind of cocky. I saw there was a make up girl and that there was lingerie on hangers. Finally I said to the photographer's that I would do this but do it my way. I told them they could shot the pictures and I would do the posing in my style and I didn't want a word out of their mouth. So I got makeup and dressed and their was set with a couch and we started. They must have taken 509 pictures. I don't have a copy of that magazine anymore. I ended up on the cover with 16 pages and a centerfold in the middle. I naively thought is was a subscription rag but I was oh so wrong. I am pretty sure that there are some men on this site that probably still have a copy of it. LOL I haven't search for it on the internet but I am sure it's out there somewhere and that constantly worries me. I did have lunch with the 84 year old. Believe me she looked every bit an 84 year old but she was delightful. She told me she lived in Florida in a retirement home and that she serviced all the old men there. She was a crack up and actually was in the same issue as I was. On the last night of the convention they had a costume contest. I put on my backless dress and wore my mink coat over it. There were three large tables that alot of our friend's were sitting at. When we came and went to those tables, I put my mink over the chair. Every thought I would have a costume and chided me that I didn't. They said I looked stunning but were disappointed. Then I walker around the tables and got a standing ovation from my friends. I actually took third place in the contest and that paid for our weeks vacation. I really thought I could get more written than I have today. I just start writing and it never ends.,LOL That magazine was in liquor stores and all over and I worried constantly that one of my children would see it. Luckily it was the fastest selling issue they had every sold and I sold out quickky. Whew. I ducked a bullet on that one. OK, I LEAVE TOMORROW MORING AND WON'T BE BACK UNTIL THE 29th. I WISH I HAD A LAP TOP SO I COULD POST WHILE I AM GONE BUT I DON'T SO MAYBE I CAN RELAX A LITTLE ALSO. I WILL TRY TO TAKE SOME PICTURES WHILE WE ARE GONE AND POST THEM LATER. THEY WON'T BE EROTIC BUT THEY WILL BE CURRENT. THANKS TO ALL OF YOU THAT "READ" MY BLOG AND NOT JUST COME HERE TO FIND PICTURES. I AM BLESSED THAT MANY OF YOU DO READ IT AND DROP MESSAGES HERE OR IN MY MESSAGE BOX ON AdultFriendFinder. I WILL WRITE SOME SEGMENTS WHILE I AM GONE AND THEN I CAN BE READY TO POST. I WILL ALSO LOOK FOR A PICTURE OF THAT DRESS. I AM SURE I HAVE IT SOMEWHERE IN MY FILE. SENDING ALL OF YOU A BIG HUG AND KISS.
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WELL, I AM BACK FOR A WEEK AND TRYING TO ANSWER ALOT OF MESSAGES. I WILL ALSO TRY TO ADD SOME PICTURES AND A COUPLE OF SEGMENTS THIS WEEK. I DON'T HAVE A LAP TOP TO TRAVEL WITH AND TRYING TO DO ANY THING ON MY PHONE IS IMPOSSIBLE ON THIS SITE. I CAN'T ACCESS PICTURES OR MY BLOG. ONLY MESSAGES ARE AVAILABLE TO READ BUT I WOULD HAVE TO TEXT ALL MY RESPONSES AND THE IS SO LABORIOUS MISSED YOU ALL BUT HOPE SOME OF YOU ARE CURRENT WITH MY STORY.
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Hoops, so nice to find such a lovely message from you here. I was very fortunate to have such a devoted oral lover at such a young age. Things were so different then and I couldn't talk to anyone about it. I actually thought there was something wrong me, in that I enjoyed it so much but thought it was something that really "bad" women did or received. But in the future it serves me well and I grew to expect it from lovers. Some were very good at it and some didn't even know about it until the "sexual awareness " of the 60's came into play. Later and now most men know that sexual women are multi orgasmic. God knows I am. LOL xx Judy
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Hi Judy, see you are back and it is nice that you are, you were missed. Update on Dixie, she is done with all her treatments, matter of fact didn't even get the last 3 of her radiation after the Dr. checked her out. I guess he figured she had been burned enough and it is just now really to start clearing up. She has a Dr. appt on the 10th to see if all this did any good. She is going to get the port out for she said she will not take anymore chemo or anything else if it didn't work. She said she will live the rest of her time as a quality one and not quanity. I told her your choice to do what you want. Her son got a clean bill of health after his lung surgery, no treatments at all. I had a CT scan 2 weeks ago and results are back and all is fine as I knew it would be. I know you had a good time and hope the weather cooperated for you. We have been getting lots of rain but not like OK and TX has been getting...xxx.....Jerry
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JA got your wonderful email this morning and I will try to digest it all and see if this old broad can figure it out. Thank you so much honey for your help. You are a darling. xx Judy
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Jerry good morning and I am so glad to hear this news about Dixie and her son. I am sure her son's clear ticket was a great relief to her. I think if I were in her shoes I would continue on for a bit. Sometimes quality of life is living. Just lost a friend that fought cancer that spread thought out her body. 45 years old and fought it for five years. Did get to see her oldest daughter marry and her youngest in high school. She comforted all of her many friends for all these years. Always wanted to know where we were going. So happy for me that I found a wonderful man and traveled to Vegas when we got married, when she should have been resting at home. She did go out with dignity and grace and lots of morphine that screwed up what she was trying to say. In her last sentence to me she called me a HO. LOL I told her what she said and she had a soft giggle and that is what I will remember of her. That to me is quality of life. But to each their own. I would have to consider what kind of burden I would be if I had, say, Pancreatic CA. I might make a real choice then. I packed like I was going to Kauai and the weather was very foggy in the mornings but sun would come out around noon and then chilly in the evenings. I had to buy some warm clothes down there. I did live there for 35 years so you would think I would know about foggy mornings at this time of year. LOL I know there has been a lot of rain down your way and I hope that is moving out. xx Judy
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Hi Judy, welcome back, you were missed very much. Well she says this is how she wants it and she is hardheaded on things and says she has had a good life and if she doesn't live but another year, she will be happy. She goes in next week and they will check to see if the tumor is gone or not. She goes in this Thursday to get the port removed. Yeah we have had so much rain in the last two weeks, today was only the 2nd time I have gotten to go and hit balls but rest of week is suppose to be even nicer, so maybe I will go to an actual driving range and do so. I do hope you had a wonderful time regardless of the weather. On my CT scan I had, I didn't really understand what they told me but something about crystalized is good and un-crystalized isn't. I have a 1 centimeter that is un-crystalized and they are going to keep an eye on it. I am not worried about it and will see the Dr. at the VA clinic on the 29th...Welcome back...xxx.....Jerry
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Jerry, nice to be home but it's just for a week and I am again so rushed for time. Leave again for Scottsdale, AZ for a week. We have some friends down there and will play golf also, if it's not too hot. Some time at the pool before we go to Kauai. Don't want to go there looking pale. LOL Dixie sounds a bit like Larry but not nearly as difficult, believe me. I hope beyond hope she has a good prognosis. Glad you will have a break in the weather and can hit some balls. Great golf weather here right now but we will miss that. I am glad your CT wasn't alarming but always a good idea to stay one time of anything that might spread. I will hold my thoughts for you babe. I had my first cortisone shot on Monday and so far it has really helped. I have my fingers crossed that it will continue this way. I will have another shot when I get back from AZ. Now I am going to go and get my hair cut and then I will tackle a new segment this afternoon. xx. Judy
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Well not to be boring but Larry was driving me crazy. We kept going to swing houses and every time he would suggest that I get together with men, I just complied and then he would throw a fit and accuse me of having a good time. It was even the classic arguements I had heard from others. He is verbally abbusive. I hated going and he wouldn't relent. He was gasping for air all the time and drinking too much and making a fool of himself and me. Others were understanding of what I was going though. He began to look like he was 23 years older than myself. I was healthy and strong and in good shape. About this time my mother was my biggest concern. She hadn't recognized anyone in years and I sensed she was afraid of Larry. She caught a cold and I was really concerned about that. I finally took her to the ER and they said she had pneumonia and probably would last the night but she responsed to the antibotics but forgot how to swallow. I asked them what they were going to do for her and they said "nothing" because my parents had a signed a derective for no heroics. I said you are not going to IV her and they said no again. I couldn't let my father she mom starve to death so I had to take on the administration of that hospital and demanded a tummy tube. Finally they concented because I was exececitor of their will. She was moved to another facility but I had to take Dad their every day to visit her. Sometimes twice a day and it was about 25 miles away. She had been in there a month and seemed very comfortable. I rolled Dad in and he talked to her like he always did. Telling her how beautiful she was and how much he loved her. I sat on the bed holding her hand but she like the years before, she looked right past though us. Hadn't said much in the last five years at all. Only when my first grandchild was born and I put him in her arms and she rocked him. The only semblance of normality in years. I finally told Dad it was time to go and I started wheeling him out and I looked back and Mom was waving? I spun his around and said " Mom is waving to us". He lit up like a Christmas tree and waved to her and then, like a miricale she blew him a kiss. He was just thrilled and so was I. We tried to talk to her but it was gone as fast as it came, so we left. When I got home, their was a call from the facility and we lost Mom. I don't know how many people I have told that story too and I cry every time I do. I have tears in my eyes right now. I am not a religious woman but refer to it as something I can't explain. I know it just was something affected me as much as it did Dad, who was very religious. That was in 1995. She had a lovely funeral and I gave a urology that cheered every one up. I told funny stories about Mom, as people, remembered her. Never mentioned the cell she had been in for years. Larry wanted to go back to the convention that year. Even though I still was working for Lifestyles I wasn't keen about going but as usual he won. When we got there we were told that I had been named model of the year and we were given an all expense paid trip to Cancun to a swingers hotel there. We were still hooked up with Anne and Bob and that is when I was most comfortable. Of course, Anne was with other women and Bob loved to watch her and it didn't bother me either. I liked to see them having fun because they were a devoted couple. When we arrived in Cancun they had assigned us a penthouse on the upper story. There wasn't an elevator so stairs had to be climbed and Larry could do that at all. So they had to switch things around for about six hours and he drank while I got some nude tanning in. It was probably one of the best time we had together, as a couple. There was no fighting and we just rested. Talked to alot of people and men wanted me but when I said no, Larry didn't disagree. He was getting weaker but the month. Can't remember the name of that place but it was lovely their and the food was fantastic. Right on the beach and a great swimming pool also. I know this isn't the most interesting segment but I did have a life outside of swinging. Still had Dad to worry about. He missed Mom so much. I had to keep telling him that I needed him too and then he would perk up. My youngest brother did call a great deal and they would talk aerospace for hours. That kept Dad's mind bright. I will be back tomorrow morning to write more. I thought I had spell check in Word Pad, but I don't. I do this so fast that I know I make mistakes but I do it in Word Pad so I can take a break at times and don't get blown off of AdultFriendFinder, that happends regularly. I just copy and paste it into my Blog and it works better. I will also find some pictures to post later today. My love to you all that read me and not just see me. xx Judy (Passionately6
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Hi Judy, well Dixie got the port out yesterday and they were still trying to talk her out of it. She is very stubborn and wants her way or no way at all. Anyway, she is sore she said but says it is better without that thing in there. Was told to take it easy for a bit but she said she is going to fish this weekend regardless what the Dr. said. Not suppose to be use her right arm all that much but she said I can do cast left handed and I said yeah but if you catch anything, will take to hands to get it off the line, oh I will figure out something she said. anyway, that is the latest here with her and I am doing fine, trying to learn to use a right handed driver, might be better that way than with a left handed one, even though am left handed...xxx....Jerry
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Jerry dear, Dixie sounds like the female version of Larry. He use to say that doctors "practice medicine". Throw me nuts. Forget I am a nurse. LOL I am back for a couple of weeks before we go to Kauai so I will try to load this blog up. LOL Hope all is well with you honey. xx Judy
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WELL I AM BACK FROM SCOTTSDALE AND IT'S BLAZING HOT HERE IN THE DESERT. WE WILL BE HOME FOR THREE WEEKS AND THEN OFF TO KAUAI ON THE 27TH. I WILL POST SOME PICTURES TODAY AND TRY TO WRITE SOME MORE THIS WEEK. HUGS TO ALL OF YOU WHO VISIT WITH ME HERE.
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Well like I said, I post pictures here I don't want all of AdultFriendFinder to see. LOL
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Oh me, now that is way beyond a dream for me. I almost licked the screen on that close up with your love button right there. Been to long for me not to be licking on something like that, I think it was in Feb right before she found out about the cancer, speaking of which, she went to the oncologist yesterday and he ran his finger up her butt and said no tumor, he couldn't feel anything but she sees the other one tomorrow and hopefully it will be the same results. She will have a pet scan in 5 weeks and the 6th week she will see the oncologist again. I am going over tomorrow and be at her house when she gets back from the doctor and stay the weekend. This doctor she sees tomorrow, she calls him Dr. Big Fingers, put your two fingers together and he is about that big she said. Love the pictures and ADF don't need them all anyway...Welcome back...xxxx...Jerry
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WOW! I absolutely adore a BEAUTIFUL in tan nylons. Very sexy! Thank you so much for sharing Judy
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What I wouldn't do to tease you beautiful clit with the tip of my tongue. Mmmmm
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SAX thank you so much good lookin. Do you play that sax? That is the sexiest instrument on earth and my favorite. I am delighted you like the pictures but hope you are reading some of my life story honey. Happy Father's day ....if you are a daddy. xx Judy
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Jerry dear, I didn't mean to skip over your post. Sorry about that. I hadn't been in here this week. Sorry it's been so long but hopefully that will change soon. It sounds like Dixie is doing quite well and I surely hope she is get an "all clear" on cancer soon. Then you can start having some fun honey. This coming week I will try to post a segment or two and some pictures but leave for Kauai next Saturday and I won't be able to post anything for three weeks. I will catch up when we return. xx Judy
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Judy, you have one of the most suckable licking clits I have ever seen! Curious if it is extra sensitive and what ways do you enjoy it being pleasured? Sorry, hard not to drool over your pictures!
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Enjoying, sorry it took me so long to respond honey. I have been busy. Ty for finding it so desirable. It is extremely sensitive and I am very multi orgasmic Always have been and hopefully always well. I will try to post a few before I leave on Saturday. Need to write another segment also. Hope you are reading my blog and not just drooling over pictures. LOL xx Judy
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Hi Judy, well she got another confirm from the other Dr. on Friday, no tumor as the other said and she will have a PET scan on the 15th of July to make sure it hasn't spread anywhere else. She is chomping at the bit to get things going again and the DR. told her due to the radiation, her anus had shrunk, she said she asked him, does that mean my vagina did as well and now I am a virgin again....lol. The Dr. just shook his head and laughed. Hope you have a good time in Kauai and hopefully you get another section of the blog written and of course some more pictures...Am getting anxious to get back to sucking on a clit , yours just made me hornier than hell..xxxxx Jerry
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I need to fast forward over the next five years. I don't think I could ever explain to people what I went though with Larry. I need to try, so that you will understand where I was at when it finally ended. He had no respect for me or for medicine or doctors. He continued to smoke constantly and was on oxygen 24/7. He would drag himself to work every day. He did have a good friend that had a welding business in the complex where Larry had his shop. I asked John to please keep an eye on him and he did (babysat him every day). I was still working also and Dad had Juanita there to care for him. Dad was just in a wheel chair because of his legs. During this time I still had alot of stock (solid company's) but I didn't want to get into that. Larry wasn't making much money and I could only work part time. Somehow, we had enough to get by. Larry had some good inventions that where in a large catalog company. The orders came in but he wasn't strong enough to fill them all the time. One night, when we went to bed, I finally fell asleep. It was difficult because of his snoring and gasping for breath. Suddenly, I woke up and he wasn't making a sound. I shook him and there was no response. Could detect a pulse on him. I jumped up and called 911. In a few minutes a fire truck, ambulance and police were there. Immediately there was 12 people in the bedroom and they were doing CPR, shooting him up with God knows what and he was put in the ambulance and rushed to the hospital. I got dressed and got there in five minutes. When I went into the ER they were still working on him. He was transferred to Intensive care and put on a ventilator. Three days later he was wide awake and gestering with him hands that he wanted the ventilator out. I sat with him and told him that he had been brought back from death and needed to relax and they would remove it when they felt he could breath on his own. That didn't help and the next day they did remove it. In five days they sent him home. The doctors schedule him for a sleep evaluation. I took him for that and the result were that he stopped breathing 106 times during the night. Now I was terrified and my sleep was constantly interrupted by his Sleep Apnea. I don't know how long he was home before he was driving to work again. I know it wasn't over a week. He wasn't a person you could slow down. All of his friend's begged him to take it easy but it was like talking to a "wall". My timeline for all he put me though has been on the back burner for a long time. I just know that I thought I would loose my mind at times. One night he couldn't sleep. He was out in the garage constantly on the machine that measures his oxygen levels. Finally he came to bed and once again I had to call 911. Again the room was filled with EMT's, firemen and police. The fire captain came to me and ask if he had a DNR in place and I said he wouldn't sign one. The captain put his arm around me and told me how sorry he was for me. They rushed him the the hospital and this time his heart rate was 262. If you don't know how someone could survive that........you didn't know him. They were IVing him, shooting him directly in the heart and don't know what else. Somehow they got him back to normal. He had a wonderful cardiologist in the hospital. Young and very handsome and he told me it was very important that Larry get a pacemaker. I told him that if something happened to Larry I wanted his heart. The doctor said you don't want that and I said he keeps coming back from the dead and he must have the most remarkable heart. Well, Larry was totally against having a pacemaker. It took three days of arguing with him until he relented. Then when he came home and eventually went back to work he would open is shirt and tell everyone to see he had it and it was curing all his problems. He continued to smoke and his pulmonary guy was totally disgusted with him. He told me he wanted to drop him as a patient. I had to beg him to stay on board because if a physician drops you, you can loose your Medicare. The next time he went out on me and I went to the phone and I actually paused for a moment. I don't like myself for this but I just didn't want to make that call. Of course, I did but it still bothers me that I though that. I did figure that if I didn't call in a timely manner and he died, I might be suspect. This time he went back on the ventilator and it was the same struggle to get off. When he did the doctors told me to put him in a convalcent home. Now how did they think I could convince him of that. I just told them to take him when they discharged him from the hospital. So they did. Larry told me he would stay there if I brought his car to the parking lot a leave it for him. The man drove me nuts. Anyway, he had been there for a week and I went to visit him and he wasn't in his room. I went to the desk and asked them where he was? They said he was in his room but they were going to discharged him for smoking in the room. How he got cigarettes I will never know. He had told me the day before that he needed a new battery for his phone. So knowing him, as I did, I figured he went to Office Max to get one. So I drove over there and asked if he had come in. I could never explain the looks on the employees faces. They told him me he came in dressed in a hospital gown but had just drove off with the battery. It might have been funny to some but to me it was disgusting. I drove home and there he was. By this time, it was a love/hate relationship for me. Moving along, I had to put him in another convalescent home and again he smoked in his room and they kicked him out. At home again he complained about his back hurting him. He had actually made an appointment with and Ortho Doctors. He actually let me drive him over. That physician said he had a couple of slipped discs and gave him a prescription that Larry had filled. I really felt sorry that he was suffering from that on top of not being able to breath. Yet it happened again and he went out on me. I looked at the prescription and it was for morphine. I told the EMT's and they were horrified that a doctor would give morphine to someone in his condition. I just have had his license's revoked. Went he came home I had already contacted hospice and they told me there was only one more facility that would take him. So I had him moved over there by ambulance and I followed them. When I got there the ambulance driver said he was begging them to stop so he could buy some cigarettes. Would it never stop???????? But the next day, somehow, he got a cigarette and was caught smoking in his room. Hospice call me and said that there was no other place to put him except in "lock down". The next morning I went to visit him and he was wheeling himself around the corridors. I gently told him that I couldn't take him home and that he was going to be in a room that only I could visit. I said I had to take Dad for a doctors appointment and I would be back in a couple of hours. That is what I did and when I came back I walked into his room and he was unresponsive. He was bubbling from his mouth but no pulse. I stood, looking at him and I put my ear to his nose and there was no breathing. I stood up and said "God damn't you died". I said it because he always said "God Damnit". He said it constantly and I could think of anything else to say. I went to the desk and told them he was dead. I will always know that , that man, could never be locked up. I think he just gave up. I could have gone on and on about all the things he did that put me in awe and the things that almost destroyed me. 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Hi Judy, well it seems that he did put you thru hell with all that he did and seems he had a death wish as well. I can't imagine what all he could have put you thru but just by what you wrote, it seemed like a whole hell of a lot. I can see why you hesitated about calling the EMTS once again, but you knew that you couldn't live with yourself knowing you could have saved him and you did. Dixie is fine and she is getting anxious for this PET scan to be done and find out if it had spread anywhere else. Is in limbo if I am going over or not for the weekend, she is in one of her rather be alone moods but she might call and ay come over tomorrow, will just wait and see, if not, no big deal. Have a safe Happy New Year and hope you are doing alright...xxxx.......Jerry
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See I said Happy New Year, meant Happy 4th of July. I didn't go over there so I stayed home and watch Cardinals baseball and a Twilight Zone Marathon. I hope you had a safe Happy 4th...xxxx.Jerry
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Amazing Blog! Truly a Woman of Age that personifies the Mythical Venus!
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Jerry it seems like Dixie is putting you though a little hell also honey. I hope all goes well for her and things calm down. I just got back from Kauai and I am beat. Still on Hawaii time and just taking naps to catch up. Lots to unpack and wash but I just came face that today. Had a great fourth there and lots of fireworks and good fun. I could live in Kauai. Little humid but wonderful trade winds and fun in the pool and in the ocean. Loved hearing the waves crack at night. Glad to be home though and I will work on the blog this week. xx Judy
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Hi Judy, glad to see you back and know you had a great time. Dixie had her PET Scan done on the 15th and got her results back yesterday, the 20th. Dr. said he is 95% sure that she is cancer free, thee is no tumor but wants to take another scan in about 3/4 months to make sure it did not spread anywhere else. Yeah she does me that way a lot. I did go over this past weekend and helped her power wash her dock and deck and I can tell it to. Also her daughter said the radiation caused her anus and vagina to shrink so now she is checking to see about getting her vagina stretched for she is missing sex she said. She said I won't live if I can't have sex, has been since Feb for her but Dr. checked her out and got his finger as far as the 2nd knuckle on his index finger and it hurt her, so now will see what she is going to do. Am glad you are back and hope to see the new blog pretty soon. Take care. xoxo...Jerry
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Jerry a good morning to you. Glad that she is getting good results. I hope things improve in time. Never heard of radiation having that affect though ...in all my years of nursing. Have heard of some results that were strange but never that one. I am sure that will improve with time. Surely a few hours of oral stimulation might improve things. You are such a great friend to her. I surely hope she appreciates all you have done. I will try to start writing again. I had a lot of things to get done when I returned. Yesterday I had 10 implants on my top teeth and today I will have the bottom ten done. I really love the way the top ones look. Wore me out to be the dental chair for four hours yesterday and suppose it will again today. It was a birthday present from my sweet hubby. My teeth were strong and no cavities but they had started to move and top were over lapping and I was getting self conscious of them. I have always been a had a big smile on my face but just didn't like the way the teeth looked. So know I will be grinning constantly. LOL Hope all is well with you my friend xx Judy
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Hi Judy, hope the 4 hours in the dental chair for two straight days haven't gotten you worn out and you can put a picture of your new smile on here or if not can send to my email address. Dixie told her DR. the problem and they gave her a medium dildo shape thing and said use KY jelly on it and insert and keep in for 10 minutes everyday. well first time she tried it, didn't have the jelly and used her lotions but she said she did bleed some when she stuck it int. she did go get some KY yesterday and said it was easier, she does this every day. she said she had some grape jelly in the fridge and I said well use that and I will come over and lap it up for you, she busted out laughing on the phone. it has been really hot and humid here but right now we are getting some thunder, so maybe some rain will get in here and cool things off. Hope you are doing alright and can get back to writing your blog...xxx.....Jerry
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Eventually I broke down and bawled my eyes out. What I thought had been the love of my life. The man that treated me like a Queen in the beginning. Then had put me though hell but I survived him. Now it was just Dad and I. There still were issues I had to address, concern Larry. What do with the shop he had that was filled to the brim with machinery and a zillion odds and ends. I had a sale of his big machines and anything else people might have wanted. A lot people showed up and were in awe of the machines he had built for himself but they would never be able to figure them out. I did sell a couple of his big machine, he had bought. As I remember it was about 18K in total sales. A few weeks later one of the men that Larry was friends with and that he had done a lot of work for, came to me and said he would gather about ten men and pull in some big containers and clean out the shop. I can't express how grateful I was to him. When Larry was getting so much weaker they had begged him to let them clean out the shop but he though a fit and it never got done. Oh to regress, I did have a memorial service for him and several people did lovely eulogies about him. I had his ashes and I contacted one of his friends that had a P-51. I asked him to take Larry up for his last ride and shatter him in the Pacific. He was kind enough to do that for me. My house was quiet now and Juanita was still there for Dad and I. I was able to go back to work and make the money to cover my experiences. Dad was getting weaker and harder to handle. He was constantly talking about Mom and how much he missed her. I just told him that I needed him too but it didn't matter. Lifting him to the toilet and getting him into the shower took both Juanita and I hours of back bending work. Dad was alway apologetic but I told him he took such good care of me that it was my turn to care for him. One day Dad mentioned he would like to go into a rest home in Palos Verdes. I didn't pay much attention to that but he continued to talk about it. I called my brothers and asked for their advice. They said it was my call. They both lived in Texas and hadn't been any help at all with Mother and Larry. I was on AdultFriendFinder at this time. I had sat down one night and written a profile that was 18 pages long. I tried to write what I could give a man and what I need from him. I had a couple of glamour shots that Larry had taken of me to post. I had no idea what would happen. I set up my profile and was overwhelmed with messages. I would spend hours answering each one. I also was on Match.com and getting a ton of messages there. So I started dating. I was surprised with the calibur of men I met. I was in an interviewing mode myself. I would communical though messaging, Sometimes, exchanging emails and sometimes phone numbers. I did start meeting men for dinners. Most of the time I would find out that they had children in college, or children living with them, ect, ect. At the end of the dinner I would tell them that they were wonderful gentlemen but that I wasn't interested and wish them the best with there new searches. I think they appreciated I was honest. I didn't want to waste my times getting called or receiving additional emails from them. For the most part that worked. Dad knew I was dating alot but didn't really know I was on a site like AdultFriendFinder or even Match. I think it was June of 2001 when I finally relented and moved day to the facility in Palos Verde. Most every day I wouid spend my lunch break visiting him and sometimes at night also. He was very comfortable there but it was extremely expensive. Dad had money and I paid for that from his account. I let Juanita go but that darling would go and visit him and never asked to be paid for that. She loved him too. Now I was free to make some choices of men I would like to meet sexually. There were a few that I had as friends with benefits. I was so very needy and they rocked my socks off. One was close by and he was an administrator of schools in a particular area. He was bright and funny and a great lover. He use to bring me chocolate chip cookies, laced with Marajuna. They made me insatiable. He was looking for a lady to swing with and he knew I didn't want anything to do with the swing lifestyle. So we just got together as friends. I continued dated like a crazy womam. Dad had lots of visitor from his church that was nearby. That made him happy. Sometimes when I went to visit I would roll him into the rect room and play the piano for him and he would sing along. Many times the room filled up with other people that were more ambutory. Many of them would sing along. The nurse were thrilled when I did that and told me that some of patients in there that sang had rarely even talked. I told the nurses the "music is the the universal language". Dad was always in a great mood and seemed to be fine there. He was still talk about wanting to be with Mom but I would always change the subject. I continued dating and screwing arouind. It was nice to be back to work also. I had missed all my friends there and they had missed me. I had been working part time in the past and deligated alot of my work to others. Now I could handle it all and didn't have to be working off the computer at home. My job now was to find another love in my life. One day in October, a Saturday, I had gone up and had a wonderful visit with Dad. I told the nurses that I had a blind date with a United pilot. They were so excited for me and told me to have a real good time. So I got home and took a bath and was ready to meet this gentleman. He arrived and we sat in the living room and we were just chatting. The phone rang and it was a nurse and she said that Dad was slipping and I needed to get up there right away. I was crying and I told Terry what had happen. He demanded that I let him drive me up there. I didn't think I could drive because I was shaking. I relented and he drove me up there. I told him to wait in the lobby and I went to Dad's room and he had passed. I don't think I have ever delt with such saddness. I was hysterical but had to call my brother and my children. It's all a blur to me. I did go to the lobby and tell Terry that my Dad was gone. I told him he didn't have to wait and I could take a cab home. He hugged me and said "don't be silly, I will drive you". I guess an hour passed and I just sat with my Daddy. He looked so peaceful and had a slight smile on his face. Guess he met up with Mom. I am not religious but I like to think that happened. Jerry drove me home. He wanted to take me for dinner but I just couldn't think of eating at that time. I had a thousand things running in my brain. It was late when we got home and he walked me to the door and hugged me. Then he said " is anyone going to be with you tonight"? I said no. Then he said "if you have a spare bedroom, could I stay with you, I don't think you should be alone tonight". I finally said he could stay and thanked him from the bottom of my heart. He was so kind and helpful and considerate. He tucked me in bed and told me to get some rest. He then went to the guest bedroom. Of course, I cried myself to sleep but when I awoke the next morning he was gone. Just about the time I woke up, the door bell rang and a beautiful arrangement of flowers were on the door step. They were from Terry with a beautiful note of condolence. It had to have been "the date from hell". LOL I never saw him again but for years I got a card from him on the date of our date. I often think of him and hope some special lady found him. Now I had alot of things to do again. Loosing three people, especially my Daddy....I was not in a good place. My thanks to all of you that read this blog. I can't assure you that it will get more sexual very soon.
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Jerry I am so sorry I haven't had the time to come in here and post a segment and answer your sweet note. I am assured now that things will slowly get more sexual with you and Dixie. I am happy that she is doing every things she can to get ready for you. I now have twenty new sparkling teeth. What a joy that is. Now I can smile until I die. Had a wonderful time in Kauai and I swear I could live there. Now I am back in the desert and it is hot as Hades. I am busy unpacking, washing clothes, getting the house straightened up and going to the pool and gym. Trying to keep the great tan I got in Kauai. Hope this finds you having some fun dear. xx. Judy
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Hi Judy, first off, love that picture of you, can see why it is one of your favorites, but then you make it hard to pick a favorite for me. Dixie said she hasn't used the dialator last couple of days cause it hurt, so might be awhile before we get to do anything but that isn't the main reason I go see her, I like her company and enjoy being around her, just wish we were about 50 miles closer than we are. I know it was hard for you to lose your dad after having gone thru that with Larry and getting rid of the stuff he had accumulated. That was nice of Juanita to go and visit with your dad, am sure she was crazy about him and it hurt her as well when he passed on. Terry sounds like a real nice guy and did what he did for you, am surprised he didn't give it another try after all had settled down with the loss of your dad and he did stay in touch for a few years with a card on the date of your date. was nice of him on the flowers also, he sounds like my kind of man with a caring heart. Love the picture with Jose and if you drink tequila, have a drink for you...A shot of Tequila and chase it with a shot of Dill Pickle Juice, it is called an 18 wheeler and it is good. I know it sound terrible but it is better than it sounds. The pickle juice takes away the taste of the tequila and they sorta offset each other, give it a try sometime and see what you think. Hope you are catching up on everything and thanks for getting back to the blog, always look forward to the next part...Take care...xx.........Jerry
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Judy, I would like to take this time to thank you for an opportunity to read such an interesting life story. I came across your blog last night and continued reading today until I finished all that you wrote. I agree that it's the subject for a good book when you're ready to take that on if, at all, you decide that's right for you. I enjoyed your story, laughed, cried, smiled and I commend you. Life presents challenges and yes we have choices. You're a very beautiful and sensual lady and I wish you all the best. God Bless! Regards, M
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Jerry I am sorry I haven't answered your post but I have been under the weather myself for over a week. I am feeling much better but still don't have my energy back. I hope you will understand. Hopefully I can write another segment next week. Right now I just can't think straight I think I will pass on the 18 Wheeler. I am very fuzzy about my Tequila.LOL Patron is my tequila of choice. Thank for always reading me and not just seeing me. That means a lot to me. Say hello to Dixie for me. xx Judy
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"M" hello my new friend. Like I told Jerry above, I have been ill for a week and only today had enough energy to come in here and response to back load of messages. I so appreciate a woman's take on my story. That is very special to me. I have always said that women, that can compliment other women, have great self confidence and they are the women I want for my friends. Thank you sweetheart. I doubt I will purchase a book. Don't think I would want my children to read it. LOL Thank you again sweet lady and my love to you. Judy
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Hi Judy, Sorry to hear that you have been under the weather and don't worry about the blog for now, just get yourself well. Ok, you will pass on the 18 Wheeler, does sound nasty but it is good, maybe you can get a friend or hubby to give it a try, it won't kill you, I am proof of that...lol. I enjoy reading what you write and also the pictures but the story you are telling is great to read of your life and what all you have had to endure. Now don't get me wrong, I do enjoy the pictures as well, that is a bonus for the followers of your blog. I will tell Dixie hi for you, won't say where I met you but that you a sensual, sexy older lady as she is....Take care of yourself and hope you aren't have any more back problems...xxx...Jerry
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For some reason I can't access the 12th page of my blog. MxAfee is blocking a lot of content on this site for me. I don't understand what is going on and I have tried all week to get back to where I could continue my segments and pictures. I am leaving this evening for Las Vegas for our business. We go to market up there twice a week to buy clothing for my hubby's shop. I can't access my profile or my blog from my phone nor my tablet. I can't only answer messages which I will do. I am feeling back to normal and than all of your for your concern when I was sick. I will have to deal with AdultFriendFinder to fix this when I return. My love to you all. xx Judy
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Hi Judy, Glad to hear that you are doing better and whatever the problem was has done its thing and moved on. I went over to Dixies' on Saturday and can back today. We didn't do to much, she had some sod put down in her yard on Thursday and Friday and the Armadllos got in it and torn the stuff up, so we did some night time hunting but nothing, then this morning she went out and there was a dead one in the yard. Something had gotten ahold of it and ripped it guts out. Anyway, she is doing fine and the 30th of Sept goes in for an MRI to make sure there isn't any cancer anywhere in her body. She showed me last night this dialator thing she uses and I watched her do so. I couldn't remember what it looked like until this morning and then I said it reminds me of those cigar tube containers that one cigar came in. She said it still hurts to use it but it is getting better. Anyway, hope you can get things straighten out with AdultFriendFinder and back to your blog... xx Jerry
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I love your personality! and I admire your pics! He is a real lucky man. Love on you. Drop me a line if you have that chance to come and visit Italy{=}
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Hi Judy, I hope you can figure out some way to get back to your blog as we miss reading it. I hope you are doing alright and everything is going well for you. Dixie sees her DR. tomorrow for some blood work and also she is still having problems with her butt. I tell her she is over doing it and runs out of entergy cause she still has chemo in her system and will till about another 3/4 months. She gets to feeling good and does way to much in one day and then her butt is dragging for 2/3 days and she can't understand why. I told her I might as well be talking to a brick as to her cause she won't listen. Anyway, the end of Sept she will get a MRI done and see if it is completely gone. Take care of yourself. xxx...Jerry
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Hi Judy, What happen to Terry, haven't seen him post anything in a good while, was he that sick as I did notice on some of his posts that he was having some tests ran. I notice there isn't one comment on here that was here. Dixie is still doing ok, has 3 different appts in Oct and one on the 30th of Sep. She asked what I wanted for my birthday and I said to get on a real golf course and play 9 holes and she said ok, so we will see on that this month. Been having some health problems as well, Hemogolbin and Iron were down and had to go back and they check it again after a week and then it was fine. I have a cyst on my back that festers up and I had to go back to the VA clinic on Thursday and they squeezed it and pus and blood came out of it, stunk to high heaven. Am taking antibiotics for 10 days and if that doesn't take care of it, they will do general surgery and get the core out. I have had that done on the other side of my back for one to. Anyway, back to hot weather here so am staying out of the sun, the meds I am taking is Sulfa and they say stay in as much as possible and drink lots of water. Hope you are doing alright....Take care...xxx...Jerry
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Hi Judy, I've only read this far into your story so far - it's a great read. I like how candid you are describing the events and lovers of your life. I'm glad you directed me to your blog. I look forward to reading some more. It sounds like you are going through some challenging times right now, but you are facing them head-on and with grace. Take care. Kevin
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U have a great clit.. I hear the bigger the clit is sexy the lady is.
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